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Enmu POV

It's been a few minutes since i woke up, to find myself facing Muzan-sama's chest, with his arms wrapped around me. My heart is racing. I can't stop thinking about last night. Was he serious about that? That's impossible. But what if it's not? He was pretty passionate about it...plus now I'm here, in his arms. It feels so unreal~ I never thought this would happen. I feel like I'm the luckiest person ever~
Suddenly, i feel him stretching, and he tightens his arms around me. "You're awake?" he asks, scooching lower so his face is almost in front of mine. My heart is beating in my throat as i see him from so close. "Y-yes" It's hard to focus on answering his question. "Since how long?" Aw~ he's so beautiful~ "Just a few minutes" I answer with a shaky voice. "Okay then. Have you slept well~?" His soft voice catches me off guard, and i can feel my entire face going red. "Yes-" I manage to say it. How could i not sleep well when he's so close to me~?
He runs his fingers through my hair. "You're so beautiful" i blush even more, and i have no idea what to say. It turns out i don't even have to, as he pushes me on my backside and gets on top of me. Not like that would make things better, I'm still a blushful mess. He leans closer to my face, about two inches away. I stop breathing. "Do you think I'm acting strange~?" Of course he is! He would never do anything like this! He have always treated me the same way as the other demons! What changed? Or does he do this to the others too? What's on his mind? Is this some kind of punishment? Is he about to make me believe he's in love with me and then break my heart? He leans even closer, his nose almost touching mine. I still don't breathe. "Relax" How could I relax?! "Stop thinking so much. This is not a punishment. And I don't treat the others the same way" he says, his fingers still in my hair. He moves his other hand on my waist while putting his lips on mine. I can't move. My body is stiff, my eyes wide open. He signs me to open my mouth, so i do as he wants. He slides his tounge inside, and i make a quiet moan since i'm not used to the feeling, but as i get used to it, I slowly close my eyes and start moving my tongue. He moves the same, in and out of my mouth. His lips and tongue are so soft~ I can feel his breath on my face. That reminds me i should breathe too. He moves his hand underneath my back from my hair, then pulls away from my mouth and starts kissing on my neck. I forget to breathe again. I can feel his tongue brushing my skin. I don't know if i should make any sounds. However, I can't hold back some quiet noises.
He suddenly pulls away and sits up. I slowly sit up too. "You don't seem to enjoy it" he says, with a little disappointed, but straight face. "I-...I do!...I'm just....a-..a little confused..." I don't think i have said a sentence without stuttering since he brought me here. "Which part of this was confusing?!" His tone reminds me of a child a little. How cute~ "W-well...it's just that...about a week ago you tried to kill me....a-and you tried to kill me multiple times....and...I just...don't understand what made you change your mind about me..." i say, my voice shaking, avoiding eye contact. He pauses a little. "Oh...that...well" he takes a breath. "I wanted to kill you because i was confused about my feelings for you." I pause, and wait for him to explain, but he doesn't. "Oh...I see..." I don't get it. "To be more specific..." he says, he clearly have read my mind. "Somewhere, I always knew that I was...attracted to you, but i never admitted, so i thought getting rid of you would make these feelings go away, and I could move on and stop stressing about this." I can't tell what he's thinking. "But as i saw you almost dying on the train, i couldn't control myself, and I gave up..." he says while looking down at the mattress. "I'm sorry..." he looks genuenly sad. "Putting it all together, this sounds awful..." He starts gripping the bedsheet. He's so sweet~ I keep thinking if he's honest about this. He made no sign of lying...but...it's just hard to believe...I mean...if it was a punishment, he probably wouldn't tell me, right? "Stop" He leans close to my face, while weighing himself on his arms. "Why is it so hard for you to believe..." he runs his fingers through my hair, and rests it on the back of my head. "...that I actually like you~?" I can't stop looking at his eyes. They adorn his black-and-white face like a pair of rubys. Their color reminds me of fresh blood. The sight of them makes me flustered, and i even forget what he asked for a moment. "I-...I....It-it's just that....I-...I'm a...lower moon and you...you're...." Shit! Why does he have to be so close?! "I don't care" he says in a seductive tone. I blush hard. This is like a dream. This is too good to be true. "It is true" i always forget he can read my thoughts! "I want to be with you, no matter how high or low your rank is, that's not what i like you for" he says desperately. "Please say something..." I feel embarrassed a little. What if i can't say a proper sentence again? I try to collect my words. "Muzan-sama...I...do want this to be true, you probably know that...but...it may take a while for me to get used to it..."I answer blushing, still avoiding eye contact. He smiles widely. "Well, we have infinite timee to get you used to it~" he pulls me in his lap and wraps his arms around my waist. "Soo~ I know you're fully recovered now, but would you mind staying here...for a pretty long time~?" His tone is so cute~ I could never say no to him. "Of corse not~ I'll stay as long as you want~" I'm trying not to smile like an idiot. He tightens his grip on me. "Even forever~?" this makes me blush even more, but it's not hard to smile normally anymore. "Of course" I didn't stutter! "And...is there anything you'd like to do tonight~?" "Nothing special" he leans closer. "So can we stay here all night?"actually, that's what I wanted to do too. "Yes, sure" I say smiling. "Okay" he leans even closer and presses his lips against mine. I close my eyes. I'm so happy~ He said he likes me...multiple times~! And he wants me to stay forever~!...I mean...I hope he's honest about that...He suddenly pulls away and gives me an angry look. "I-I'm sorry...!" He smiles at me and chuckles a little, then kisses me again.
I love him so much~

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