Goal ~ carlando

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Lando's POV

I wake up with the worst headache ever. I've never been this desperate for water I can feel my throat hurt. And as if that wasn't enough my neck hurts. Why is the pillow so god damn hard.

I try to get up, in need of some water but is stopped. It's not until now I realize that the pillow is in fact a person. And that person is no one else but Carlos.

Fuck what happened yesterday?

Half of my body is on Carlos's body. Clinging to it. While Carlos is hugging me in place.

I try to move away from Carlos's body but Carlos's arms just pulls me closer to his chest. My legs that are tangled with his is even more tangled after my attempt of escaping.

I just lay there for a second accepting my fate, listening to Carlos's heartbeat. But it's to hot to be laying here. Both me and Carlos are fully clothed, which makes me rule out that we did something else than just sharing a bed.

I try to escape from his arms again, this time more desperately. But once again I'm meet with Carlos pulling me against his chest. 

" just five more minutes." Carlos mumbles. I freeze. Fuck. I feel Carlos's fingers making their way to my hair playing with my curls. I feel my body starting to relax.

Carlos hands stops in my hair and his breathing is quickly even again. This time his hands are not as tight around me and I can slink out of his arms.

I make my way out of the bed, somehow not waking Carlos up. My eye catches Carlos white shirt that has blood stains on it.

Tf happened last night.

I quickly unlock the door escaping the room. I walk downstairs, trying to find my way to the kitchen. The house looks like an hurricane just hit.

I walk into the kitchen and is met with the first awake person. Charles.

" Good morning." Charles say when he sees me walking into the kitchen. He's standing with a garbage bag, cleaning.

" morning" I say barely looking at him. My head hurts to much to be social right now.

I open the fridge finding a water bottle that I quickly bring to my lips. Fuck that's the best water I've ever tasted.

" here." I turn my head to Charles where he's standing with a box of aspirins.

" thanks" I say quickly opening the box and bringing a pill to my mouth and swallowing it with the water.

" how are you feeling?.. with everything that happened yesterday." He asks with pity in his eyes. What? " Noah" Charles say when he sees the confusion on my face.

Suddenly memories from yesterday rush through my head. I can feel myself wanting to throw up.

" Just let me know if you need anything." Charles say probably sensing that I just remembered last night.

" thank you, do you know where Max is?." I ask looking at the floor not trusting myself with not breaking down in a second.

" Didn't see much of him last night but I did hear Peterson swear about max and Daniel, and about needing to find a new hookup." Charles say. Fuck I knew I should have kept an eye on Max. He falls to easy for Daniel's tricks. " I would try the room furthest down the corridor upstairs."

" Thank you." I say taking another water bottle and the aspirins with me.

" no worries, see you around." Charles say giving me a smile before continuing cleaning the endless mess.

" yeah" I say and walk out of the kitchen making my way up the stairs.

I knock on the door furthest down the corridor and try to open it but it's looked. After waiting and no one is answering I knock on the door again but with more force.

" Max, it's Lando." I scream but not to loud. Just making sure that he knows it's me.

I knock again and this time I hear some movement from inside.

The door open with force and I'm met with max staring at me.

" The fuck are you doing. I'm to hungover for you to come here and bang on the door." Max say with an annoyed voice.

My eyes quickly focus on his neck where I can see a big hickey. He's also wearing the same shirt I remember Daniel wearing last night.

" I'm sorry max. I shouldn't have left you alone yesterday when you were so drunk. " i apologize feeling guilty. But max face doesn't soften.

" What you think I can't hold my liquor." Max say now sounding mad. Yes.

" That's not what I meant. It's just I should have stopped you from getting used by Daniel." I say trying to keep my voice in check. Starting to feel frustrated.

" Who's saying I got used by him?! You don't have a say in this." He say raising his voice.

" Just look at you. Daniel's shirt and a hickey on your neck. Do you even know where Daniel is right now. You look exactly like one of his one night stands." I say trying to get some sense into him and see it for what it is. I know it's harsh but he asked for it.

" Oh fuck you. Do you even remember who gave you that hickey? He probably fucked you and left directly after. And you loved every second of it. You fucking..." Max screams to my face but stops mid sentence. Ouch. My hand quickly goes to cover up the hickey. I do clearly remember who gave me the hickey and the worst part was my body was in fact enjoying it while it was the worst thing I've ever experienced.

I just stare at him not making eye contact feeling the tears starting to form I try everything in my power to keep my tears in. The silence is eating me up alive.

I push the water bottle and the box of aspirins against Max's chest. His hand quickly catch them as I realize it.

" I'm sorry, Lando. I didn't mean it." Max say with a sad voice. But I don't answer just turning around and start walking. " come on, Lando you know I didn't mean it. It's just really early and I just want to go back to sleep." I can hear the desperation in his voice. It almost makes me turn around. But I keep my ground.

" Max come back." I hear someone loudly whine behind me. Daniel. He was still in the room.

I looking at Max where he's standing with a sad face. I can see him whispering sorry.

" we will talk later. Okay?" I say with a shaky voice. Max nods and once again say sorry. I turn around leaving max to be.

I just need a second alone to think. I look back once again seeing a tattooed arm close the door. Fuck Daniel.

I know I should go back and get max but I can't bring myself to do it.

I quickly walk downstairs wanting to get out of the house. I make my way to the front door hearing Charles scream something behind me before slamming the door shut.

Outside I'm met with pouring rain. I almost turn back but I continue. Letting my tears go and mixing them with the rain.

I pull up my phone trying to find the directions to the school. But I'm met with a met with a black screen.

Fuck this.