Goal ~ carlando

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"Lando, look at me, breath." Carlos say trying to communicate with me. I can feel all the alcohol wanting to come up again. 

" Toilet." I get out and Carlos quickly understands and helps me up. I walk on shaky legs with help of Carlos to the bathroom that is connected to the bedroom.

He helps me sit down next to the toilet. My head is quickly over the toilet throwing up everything that's in my stomach.

" I'm sorry." I cry out, apologizing to Carlos. But I'm quickly back to throwing up again. I feel Carlos hands on my back and hair. I get lost in the feeling of his hand in my hair and I feel myself starting to calm down.

" sorry it took so long. I tried to get Max but couldn't find him." Charles say when he walks through the door and gives me a water bottle.

" Thanks." I wishper just loud enough for Charles to hear. I bring the bottle to my shaky lips and drink some.

" It was nothing. I'll go and try to find Max again. And Carlos take care of those wounds." Charles say before he leaves and closes the door.

I look up at Carlos searching for the wounds Charles was talking about. He has blood coming from his lips.

" Don't worry I'm fine. Let's take care of you." Carlos says when he sees the worry in my eyes.

I bring my hand up to touch his wound but pause before touching his skin, giving him a chance to move away. The pause doesn't last long because Carlos moves his head into my touch.

I can feel Carlos's burning stare on me while I touch around his wound trying to see how big it is.

" It's not that bad but we should clean it." I say, before Carlos can protest I have a towel in my hands and is pouring hot water on it. He's quickly standing next to me, his hand on my waist steadying me from my shaky legs. I didn't even realize how much I was shaking.

" Let's sit down atleast. You're still shaky." Carlos say and I nod. He takes my hand and leads me out of the bathroom. I eye the bed not wanting to be in it again. Carlos sees it and continue walking leadning me out of the bedroom.

Downstairs the party is still going. People standing in the corridor don't even acknowledge me and Carlos walking out of the room. My eyes automatically search for Noah. I can feel myself start to panic.

" Lando, look at me. I'm here no one is going to do anything." Carlos say with a certain smile, catching my attention. He turns his head forward when he sees he has my attention and keeps walking. My eyes goes down to his hand where he's holding my hand.

His knuckles are bleeding.

" Your knuckles." I comment.

" Yeah." Carlos say while he opens a door into another bedroom. " I usually sleep in this room when I'm here. Daniel and I is the only one with the key." He leads me into the room and sits me down on the bed.

The room is bigger then the other room. Grey walls, tv, wardobe and a big bed pushed into one of the corners.

Carlos walks towards the door that's already closed. He's going to look it, I panic.

" Carlos." I whisper out with a scared voice. His attention is quickly on me. " Don't lock, please. It's not that I don't trust you just..." I start but is interrupted by Carlos.

" I get it. Don't worry." Carlos interfere walking towards the bed without locking the door.

I feel the mattress shifting when he sits down in front of me. I turn my head and meet his eyes. They are so brown I could sit and look into them forever. But I'm once again interuppted by Carlos.

" Do you want a new towel?" He asks looking at the towel in my hands where the water has now gone cold. I nod. " Wait." Carlos walks into a bathroom that is connected to the room. How rich is Daniel? Life is unfair.

" Here." Carlos is back with a towel, that is hot from the water.

" Sit" I demand and stand up so I'm infont of Carlos that is sitting on the bed.

I take one of his hands in my hands and start cleaning the now dried blood. And do the same with the other.

Carlos let out a breath when I touch his cut on his lips with the hot towel.

" Sorry" I wishper and moves away from him. Not wanting to hurt him again. But is stopped by Carlos's hands on my hips pulling me closer to him.

" It's okay." he reassures me. "I'm just being a pussy." I can't help but let out a chuckle.

My body relaxes in his grip and I continue washing his cut. Now a lot closer to him, I can feel his breath, it makes me wonder if he can fell my beath and my heart that's beating as if I just ran a Marathon.

I let out a yawn, now feeling how tried I am.

" You should sleep. It's been a long day" Carlos say and takes the towel away from me. " Lay down in bed, I'll turn off the lights."

Carlos walks to the door and turn off the lights while im laying down under the cowers. Moving into the corner of the bed so that Carlos has space.

" Good night. Is it okay if I lock the door, just so no one can walk in." Carlos ask when he's standing by the door. I nod at him feeling safe with him. But he opens the door and goes to walk out of it.

" Don't" I tell him. Making him stop in all his movement.

" What? You don't want to lock the door?" He ask pointing towards the door.

" Stay."

" Oh" Carlos say " Okay" He closes the door and looks at me questioning if he can still lock, I give him a nod.

Before he gets into the bed he asks " Are you sure? I'm just thinking with everything that has happend today."

" Yes, moron get in" I joke trying to light up the mood a little. Carlos is quickly under the cowers staring up at the roof. "goodnight" I say and turn towards the wall feeling myself start to drift of to sleep quicky.

" Goodnight, cabrón."