𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 [𝘛𝘰𝘫𝘪 𝘍𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘰]

𝐔𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝

It's very rare for you to go out nowadays, but occasionally you get a call and you can't say no. This time around, you were rambling to make up an excuse but then you realized it was your friend's birthday; and while you have the right to decline because you're simply too overwhelmed with life, you couldn't bring yourself to say no.

It feels odd to sit at a table full of women that you no longer talk to– Except your best friend, of course, but she's occupied tonight. Everyone is trying to get her attention, ask her about her adorable new baby who rests at home.

You feel out of place. You notice the stares that you're getting, simply because of your bump. Toji is the father, clearly. They doubt you got pregnant by a one night stand or an affair, the only plausible answer would be your husband, or rather, ex-husband.

You're still grateful that nobody is really interrogating you about your situation. You're either ignored or asked simple questions. The only question that was asked about your situation is about the sex of your baby, which you happily answered.

You're happy to be ignored, though you feel that maybe you should've stayed home. It's fine, at least the food is good.

"I have to use the bathroom, I'll be–" You begin to tell your best friend, Eri, but she cuts you off.

"I'll go with you." She says, and you two walk to the bathroom in silence. She doesn't go into a stall, instead walking to the sink to powder her face. She hears you using the bathroom, and still raises her voice to speak, "How are you doing? You've been distant."

"I've been... Better." You tell her when you exit the stall. It's no surprise to her. She's been getting little information about your life, but she's heard about the divorce and the pregnancy which isn't exactly an ideal situation. "How about you? How's the baby?"

"He's a sleepy baby. He's barely changed anything for me." She says, and you smile. You can only hope that you'll have the same fate. She doesn't want to talk about herself though, that's all that everyone talks about right now. She wants to hear about you. "I'm surprised you showed up."

"It's your birthday, I couldn't miss it." You answer. You're drying your hands, ready to go back out but Eri is taking her time with her makeup. She's not planning to go back out until she's done talking with you. "It is kind of awkward though."

"Yeah..." She agrees. She knows your friendship with them completely changed when your relationship with Toji hit a certain point– They just couldn't stand him after Toji betrayed you; granted, it was shortly after the beginning of your relationship, it wasn't a big deal to you. They just strayed away when you continued dating him.

"All that and for what? We still got divorced." You can't help but chuckle, feeling tears build up. Your stupid hormones are getting the best of you. "He won't fucking leave me alone either, he wants to get back together."

"Can you make it clear that you're not getting back together– Unless you do..." She says, and you take a deep breath. You feel like you've done everything you possibly can, and lately you've been getting soft for him again. You left Toji for good.

"I just... Want him to stop. Get it through his head that we're just co-parenting. I still care for Toji a lot but getting back with him will just make me miserable." You answer, keeping any explanation to yourself. All that people need to know is that Toji wasn't the best to you, any other explanation is unwarranted. "Ignore me. I'll try to have a serious conversation with him soon."

"You know you could always just give him a taste of his own medicine." She suggests, and you raise your brows. What does she mean? She applies some lipstick, smacking her lips together before answering your question, "Technically it isn't a taste of his own medicine since you aren't together. It isn't considered cheating."