Good night Sanemi.

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Sanemis POV

"Ugh..."
I slowly woke up, my eyes shooting open. I look over to my clock, it's around 12. I've been waking up around this time often. I got up and went to the bathroom, looking in my mirror I saw that black haired moron..it didn't scare me much. Because now I know who he is. I used to punch the air behind me but no one was there. It was like he was haunting me...I never thought about it but, he looked really attractive back at the restaurant that night. Its been about 2 weeks sence then, I've ran I to him twice.. Sigh I have to find a way to cover up these scars. I'm scaring people away everywhere i go. Including at work, and I can't lose that job. Only war does these things to you...my view of the world its simple, cruel, and true. males are made to protect, work to help others and to create a family, but when that family is torn apart with, lust, abuse, and sorrow. There is no longer a family. Women, they are delicate unless they know how to beat an ass, they are made for house work, taking care of the children and living in a happy family with thier husband. But my thing is, the world is made of a bunch of fucked up people with messed up lives. Some people are normal and happy, as for others? They suffer and long physical touch. And here I am, I'm one of those people..after my family was killed on a plane crash. While me and my brother ended up staying here, working to keep watch on the house and stuff. It's been hard, having my brother here, but I love him so. But the trauma was years ago. So we are ok now...
"I wonder what my life has to with that moron...him and his Excuses Excuses...like ugh..him and his blue ocean eyes..and his hair silky like soft furr..and those curves he walks around with...w-WHAT THE- FUCKING HELL?! WHAT AM I SAYING?!?!" I yelled a bit, slaming my fists on the sink. My face flushed. It's like I've known him..and why does his keep popping up in my mirror..
I groan and take off My clothes, getting into the shower the hot water embracing My back. I washed myself off thinking about that brat still. I began to get angry. I washed my hair out aggressively hitting the back of my head.
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!" then thats when kanae popped into my head. Quickly replacing the other guy...tears welped up into my eyes falling to the bathtub floor. I sobbed to myself quietly. Why? Why did she leave me for him?! I'm much kinder..sweeter...I'll kiss your tears away...why did you leave?!? What could I have done wrong...kanae...kanae...KANAE!! I wanted to scream but only my thoughs yelled...that's when that brat came into my mind. She reminded me of him..my eyes widened and I got out of the shower drying off. I looked at my phone 1:52. I have 3 hours. That's long enough. I recently experienced my 2nd breakup. I think you know who by now. She said she had fallen out of love with me, and now she's with some rich whore...
Ugh. I hate girls. There the last thing I need anymore. I guess I should get a dating app to find me a guy. Just to get the brat off of my mind..after a while I found myself half asleep. My alarm went off as a reminder I have work. I jolted up grabbing my things walking out to my Grey neesan. I know it's not much but I keep it clean. My phone buzzed in my pocket when I started the car, it was rengoku, I didn't really want to answer but he really only calls for important stuff.
Answers

Sanemi: "Uh hello?"
Kyojuro: "Hello! Are you currently busy?"
Sanemi: "not really but I'm fixing to drive to work to open early, do you need anything?"
Kyojuro: "actually yes! I have someone I think you would like to meet for lunch! He's a newer friend of mine!"
Sanemi: "what."
Kyojuro: "what do you mean "what"?
Sanemi:  "rengoku, I know damn. Fucking. Well. You didn't technically just say you set me up for a date."
Kyojuro: "well. Uh. He says he's into guys! So a thought-"
Sanemi: "Oh my fucking God. Just- ugh! What time and where...I'll think about going but you're gonna get it later."
Kyojuro: "hahaha!! I Knew you would accept! It's at the ramen shop close to your work at 11:15!! Good luck!"

He hung up
"You've got. To be shitting me." I slammed my head on my steering wheel, the horn honking loudly. At work I opened early because my boss took the day off, I cleaned up the area because the janitors clearly get paid more than me and still don't know how to do their job. After the place was all clean I heated up the grills, ovens, stoves, etc. So the cooks could also learn how to do their job. I heard the door open, employees rushing In because they are late. They're lucky I did their work for them. Or they'd be cooked. After about 3 hours of the days work we had already been so full of costumers. I take a look at my watch and curse under my breath. "I'm gonna be late if I don't leave now.." I walked over to makio asking her If she can cover for me for at least an hour. "Well of course! Just be back quickly before someone notices ok?" She smiled at me. I took off my name tag and replaced my golden tie with a green one. The shop wasn't to far away, so I walked. I gave rengoku a call asking if he was on his way because, I mean, how th hell was I suppose to know if I didn't even know they guy?!
The phone rang for a minute

Kyojuro: "Hello?" He grunted breathing heavily
Sanemo: "whoa ho ho...your voice is quite low and husky..did I Interrupt something between you and uzui again..~"
Kyojuro: "maybe..but...what's up? Make it quick please..ngh..uzui hold on I'm on the p- ah.."
Sanemi: "just text me the number of the guy I'm meeting..."
Kyojuro: "my apologies for answering the phone like this. And I sent it to you."
Hangs up

I laughed to myself. Him and uzui always going at it nowadays, Ever since they retired from the Marines with me they've Been partying and having sex more often. It's funny because he is always caught in the moment. I checked my phone and got the number texting it.

Sanemi: (hey, is this the guy Rengoku set me up with?)>
???: <(uh yeah. Name?)
Sanemi: (I would prefer we don't give eacother our names until we meet up.)>
???: <( that's fine with me. You here?)
Sanemi: (yeah, what table?)>
???: <(16. I've already ordered what do you want to drink?)
Sanemi: (some sake is fine)>
???: (alright.)>
I blushed slightly. Just the way this guy texts. He might actually be cute....when I made it to table 16 my soul felt as if it jumped out of my body. "Holy shit..it's you"
I said a bit loudly clenching my fists.

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