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Now I will tell you... 

I don't want to never see him again... I don't want to lose him... Thanks to him... Thanks to him, I am myself. He showed me what it means to be myself. He is the person who I would either sit on his lap in the evening or just lean against him while he tells me something about his life. At Christmas we always secretly ate the cookie dough together without Grandma knowing. And if she did find out, we would both have to suffer because of it and we would have tidied up the garden. He's the person who went up into the attic with me and scared me with Grandma's dolls. He is the person who walked around the streets of Seoul with me for the first time. Showed me all the things I'd never seen before because my grandparents' house was somewhere else... miles away. I ate tteokbokkie with him for the first time. He laughed when I said my mouth was burning... It was him who I jumped into every morning. He told me so much about nature. He took me for walks in the parks of Busan. He always played his trumpet. When I was feeling bad, he brought me pens and paper and drew with me. We then hung the pictures on the fridge. When I cried, he hugged me. Often we just slept all day. And on family days, we played board games in the evening. I once accidentally drank from my father's glass. I thought it was my glass of apple spritzer. No... It was alcohol and while I was complaining, he was grinning at me like he had something to do with it. Thanks to him, the street cats did not starve. I could say so much more about this man, but it would never end. This man... My grandfather was my role model. My grandfather is my role model. My grandfather will always be my role model. I'll never forget him... ❤️

Thanks grandpa for being in my life... I know, now you're gone... I'll always think of you.

I'll go out for you in the evening and look at the stars. And then? And then I'll tell you about my day because I know you'll listen. You'll be there for me.