Depression

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Ej's pov

I walked out the room I took my book bag of the chair put my shoes on and walked out the door

Without slamming it cause I have respect for sam's mom anyways when I walked down the stairs

I sat on the stairs that was outside and started crying mad hard cause my feelings were hurt

The girls walked out of Sam house and sat beside me and they all hugged me when they did

That I cried harder and they told me that it was okay and I shouldn't cry for a bitch ass nigga

I stopped crying they walked me home when we got to my house I hugged them one by one

And walked inside my house cause I was tired and I felt sad and did dirty I walked in the

Kitchen and grabbed some ice cream from the fridge my mom talked to me but I ignored

Her and kept walking until I made it to my room I slammed the door behind me my mom

She was about to yell at me cause I ignored her but she saw me crying and she came and  sat

Beside me she gave me a hug and asked me what happened to me

- m-m my bo-boy boyfriend cheated on me i said stuttering I said
- wh-what she said
- my boyfriend cheated on me I said
- ... you have a boyfriend she said
- had and please don't tell dad I said
- I won't but you'll have to tell him one day she said
- okay I Said
- what happened
- so we was at Sam house and me and him were cuddling he got up and walked to the bathroom to pee when he did that he got a notification saying baby come put this dick in or some shit like that
- danm he ain't shit for real she said
- Yeah I said
- well im gon leave you alone okay she said kissing my cheeks

When she walked out the romm I opened my ice cream and put jhene aiko on my tv
(Play the music)

I started eating my ice cream and cried at the same time I didn't eat or drink I just kept crying

Until I fell asleep I woke up the next day with low eyes I walked in my connected bathroom a

And did my morning routine I washed my face and walked to my closet and picked out a black

Hoodie and some black pants I took my pair of black Jordan 4s put my hood on took my book

Bag and walked out my room to head to school I walked in the school walked to my locker

Took my books and started walking to my class i walked in and sat in my chair one of my

Friends had the same class as me she saw me and walked over to me and gave me a long ass

Hug and asked me if I was okay after tomorrow

- yea I'm good girl
- why you lying she asked me
- I'm not I'm good I said
- mmmmm

She walked to her seat and sat in her chair the class started and I immediately fell asleep

Fast forward to the end of class

It was the end of class and I was tired and sad I went to my locker and took my book bag

I walked my ass to my house when I got there I walked straight to my room and cried my ass to sleep

And this went on and on for a week

After a week I decided to take my self and in control and stop being depressed

I walked to the cafeteria and bought my self some food when a guy came to me and gave me

A card for this party happening today and said I would come curse it's Friday so I guess I'll

Bring my friend with me I walked over to my friends and and asked them if they could come

They told me yes they would I ate my food and threw the plate away we then decided to walk

Around the school cause we were bored and had nothing do so yeah

Fast forward to his house

I was at my house and it was Time for me to get ready so I went in my room and walked to

Connected bathroom and showered for like 20 minutes I got out dried my self of and walked to my closet and chose my outfit
Ej outfit

Connected bathroom and showered for like 20 minutes I got out dried my self of and walked to my closet and chose my outfit Ej outfit

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I put some bath and body work parfume on called Tyla to come pick me up and she told me

She was already here so I walked downstairs grabbed my keys grabbed my McDonald's and

Walked in her car I hugged her and she pulled off I started eating cause I got to eat befo I

Get drunk or high we got there we walked in there and saw the girls we walked to them I hugged

Them all and we walked over to where the boys were sitting i sat there in silent cause I was

Uncomfortable Jah was starring at me like wtf he want I rolled my eyes at him when and suddenly sam called my name

- yo ej can I talk to you he said
- yeah go head I said
- in private he said
I followed him in a room and he started talking to me
- look ej I'm sorry fo not telling you the truth about Jah cheating on you and stuff I was just tryna protect my boy you know
- it's ok Sam I understand but next time just be honest pls
- ight

He hugged me and we walked out the room I sat back at my place and Jah said to me

- fuck you doing here
- this yo party I said
- nah he said
- exactly so shut the fuck up  I said
- who you think you talking to he said
- you I said
- keep talking to me like that I'll fuck u up he said
- you just mad cause I caught you cheating I said rolling my eyes

He got up walked to me and snatched me up my chair and pulled me inside a room put me on a wall and said

- fuck is yo problem he said
- I ion like you I said
- I ion care he said
- get off me I said
- nah he said
- jah move I said trying to push him

He kissed me and my dumb ass kissed him back like ughhhhh I'm not standing on business

I pushed him and walked out the room and straight to the kitchen I took 5 shot of Hennessy

I walked back to my seat and then I heard sum twerking music so I got up and started twerking

The end

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