𝐬𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 • 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𖹭 𝐥.𝐛 (𝟐/𝟐)

things happen and people
change. Part 2!

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Two months. Two whole months.

I haven't spoken to Enz- Lorenzo and definitely wasn't planning to. No doubt about that.

To say that I felt humiliated and disrespected was an understatement. And you know what, I felt betrayed.

No, I'm not overreacting.

I hadn't spoken - nor did I want to - to any of Lorenzo's friends either. I felt them staring me down whenever I walked past them in the halls, but I didn't even look their way.

I didn't even consider Lorenzo someone that I knew anymore. Because who was the boy that was laughing at me being made fun of and sexualised?

The hardest part was probably calling ny mum everyday and her asking how Lorenzo was and how he's doing.

I kind of avoided the question, giving s basic answer. I hate lying to her and it just made me feel even worse.

Worse than I already felt because... yeah it was bad.

I... I guess I wasn't as upset like how I was when it happened, but the scene left a wound.

I had just realized that my feelings for Lorenzo weren't just friendly and then he just goes and ruins everything.

I knew that something like this would happen. And I will stand by the fact that it is soley because of those 'friends' of his.

But anyway, currently me and Pansy were at Hogsmede - Brews and Stews cafe to be exact.

Being with Pansy really did get my mind of things. She wasn't one of those people that just talk about boys, so it was refreshing.

"Literally! I thought it was..." Pansy's words trail off and she startes behind me.

She quickly regroups but I've already looked back.

And locked eyes with Lorenzo. My stomach drops in the worst way possible. A lump forms in my throat.

"Y/n." Pansy says and I look back at her.
Lorenzo just came here to pick up and order and had sat down.

Cliché

I hadn't even looked at Lorenzo since it happened because everyone knows that eye contact holds unspoken words.

But worse. They eye contact we held cleared up nothing. He wasn't remorseful for throwing our friendship down the drain.

"You wanna leave?" Pansy asks and I contemplate for a little.

"No, that's okay." I say, my mind confused.

That's a good word to describe it. Confused. Confused on how he had changed so fast and how different everything was.

"You sure?" Pansy presses and I decide to change my mind. Just knowing that I was in the same space as Lorenzo was discomforting.

We both got up, grabbing our things and paying for our food.

I could feel Lorenzo looking at me. Staring. I didn't look back as me and Pansy left.

I let out a relieved breath.

"Gosh, he's such a dick." Pansy mumbles, but I hear it.

He's not a dick, he just...

Yes, he is. Why would he do that to you? Does it look like he cares? Stop caring about him. He couldn't give a shit less about you.

I snapped out of my thoughts and coming back to the harsh reality that they were probably true.