𝐬𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 • 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫

the lyric that defines
you and chosen boys
relationship...

⚠️  A/N - first time publishing
something in this nature so
pleaseeee be kind but give
constructive critisism if needed! ⚠️

• 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

❝ 'Cause she couldn't be, more different from me. ❞

Tom was my first boyfriend and my first true love.

He was the first person that actually touched my body romantically, he took my virginity and he was my first kiss and first date I ever went on.

Empthasis on was.

It's really complicated - the whole situation. He was my everything, he was my boy, he was my world.

Stop lying to yourself. He still is your everything. You think he's still your boy and he is still your world.

Let me explain; but I'm warning you it's still a fresh wound and it's sad.

We've broken up due to Tom's personal issues. There is no one I empthasize with more than Tom and I completely considerate the fact that maybe he wasn't feeling me anymore.

But it hurt. Hurt bad.

And, to be honest, I'm not sure what hurt more; the fact that the one person I would ever love on this earth didn't want to love me.

Or the fact that 2 weeks later he was kiasing another girl.

We had dated for 3 years. And those 3 years seemingly meant 2 weeks to him because that's all it took for him to find another girl.

I saw them together all the time. And it just poured salt into the wound.

The thing is, that she couldn't be more different than me. Was I the problem? Was I just a handicap to him, stopping him from reaching his full potential?

But really, she was everything I wasn't and I've never felt sadness slap me across the face as much as it just did.

I turned my head around and I laughed with Pansy and my smile faded when I saw Tom with his arm around her, smiling.

Our eyes locked for I think about 2 seconds and I couldn't take it. I broke the eye contact but I could still feel his eyes on me for 3 seconds after.

What is this, Tom?

The words his eyes spoke were the most ugly type of beautiful ever. I know it doesn't make sense, but the hurt was there too.

The difference is mine will stay. His will come and go.

• 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 •

❝ ... only made us closer, until July. ❞

January was the best month of my life because of the fact that Draco - my best friend - was now more to me! He wanted to be my boyfriend and I wanted nothing more.

I'd known him for years and years, we'd gotten closer over those years and the moment he asked me to be his was one I would never forget.

The months to follow were just like a honeymoon; laughs, jokes, dates, intimacy and vulnerability.

Vulnerability. A side that I had never shown to anyome but him.

That was... until June.

I'm not sure what happened. I genuinely don't think that I'll ever have that closure.