Today felt better than most. Sure, I still thought about him, but I was a little happier today than I have been the whole week. I thank the people I talk to for being there for me. Thank you.
I have nothing else for the night, so with that being said, I am not afraid to keep on living... Asleep or dead - Orchid
**ADDING IN FILLER**
Now I know that I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your-
And I know there's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...
So many bright lights, they cast a shadow, but can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding, I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see my eyes are shining bright?
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror and I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding, I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me, I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (or dead)
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home (or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (or dead)
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home (or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (or dead)
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
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The Thoughts I Have Throughout the Day
SaggisticaJust some thoughts to share. I do not seek pity, or "things will get better"'s. I just want to put it out, and I'm much better with a keyboard than I am with a pen and paper.