Soften My Heart

CH (33) Nightmares

khun pooh was standing with his two trusted guards in the common area, everyone in the mansion able to hear the conversation from how loud the alpha's voice was

pooh: NO!

pooh: I AM DONE WITH THIS SHIT!

Guard 2: but sir..

pooh: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF HE DISAPEARED INTO THIN AIR OR YOU CAN'T FIND HIM... IF YOU DON'T WANT THIS MANSION BURNING ON TOP OF YOUR HEADS, THEN GET TO WORK!!!!

Guard 1: but sir I already....

but khun pooh didn't give him a chance, he grabbed his collar pulling him roughly

pooh: YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME.. I WANT YOU SEARCHING EVERY DAMN STREET AND EVERY DAMN BUILDING IN THAILAND

pooh: IF YOU HAVE TO CHECK PEOPLE PASSING OR STOP THE CARS TO CHECK EVERY DRIVER THEN DO IT!!

Guard 2: but sir before...

pooh: I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF YOU DID IT BEFORE... YOU KEEP SEARCHING UNTIL YOU FIND HIM!!!!!

pooh: EVERYONE HEARD ME?!!! 

Guards: yes, khun pooh!

all the guards were standing there in fear, no one dared to breath after hearing the alpha's dominant voice, each of them trying to make himself invisible. but after being called, they quickly spoke in one voice while bowing to khun pooh

pooh: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT, GET TO WORK!

and that was some dumb guard staring at khun pooh in fear without moving... but now he did

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pooh was sitting on the couch, his head resting on the back of it and his eyes closed. he couldn't go to sleep anymore and his head was killing him from all the shouting he did and also from the overthinking of a plan to capture that fucker and kill him.

he was clutching the paper tightly in his hand, wishing that ripping it would rip the man's head as well.

although his eyes were closed but he can feel that someone was walking in his direction, not wanting to talk to any of the guards anymore

pooh: what the fuck did I just say!

but when the steps got closer, he regretted saying that when he smelled the sweet scent that belongs to other than his baby

pavel: p'tin it's me

he quickly hid the paper in his hand behind the cushion and sat up straight to look at his baby concerningly

pooh: what happened baby, are you ok? it's still so early why are you awake now?

the alpha immediately noticed how his baby was standing there sadly

pooh: come here baby

he said while tapping on his lap, pulling his baby to sit when he was half way

pooh: what's wrong, baby?

pavel: I was cold... and there was no one to cuddle

pooh: I am sorry baby, I really needed to leave to get some work done

pooh: Is that it though? are you sure you're ok?

pavel: no... I just had another nightmare

oh not again, pooh was happy when the nightmares stopped back then when his baby was poisoned. he didn't like seeing his baby suffering like that and refusing to sleep because of being afraid to have a scary dream especially when he was once part of these dreams. 

getting ready to comfort the younger, he wrapped his hands around his stomach and pulled him back so they were chest to back with the back of his baby's head resting on his shoulder, once his baby was comfortable he spoke again

pooh: do you wanna talk about it, baby?

after a moment of silence, he thought maybe he doesn't want to talk..

pavel: it was my dad and....

he wasn't ready for the tears, thinking that this man doesn't deserve even one drop of his baby's precious tears

pooh: don't cry baby, it's okay you don't have to continue

pavel: .......he was hurting me, p'tin.. "sob"

pooh: sshhh hey hey, it's okay baby. It's just a nightmare

pooh: look at me, baby

pooh adjusted his baby a little to be able to lift his head and look in his eyes

pooh: It's just a nightmare kitten, you're safe... and I am right here

pooh: no one can hurt you, not even him. do you understand, baby?

pavel: yeah

the younger was still trying to wipe his tears but he just put a protective hand on his baby's belly where their pup was growing

pooh: I said it before and I'll say it again

pooh: I will protect both of you

pavel always felt safe in his alpha's arms and he knew that he would protect him no matter what like he always did before but he couldn't help getting these nightmares, so he just closed his eyes and nuzzled the alpha's neck finally feeling warm and safe and without realizing he fell asleep again

pooh looked down at his sleeping baby, kissing his forehead and wiping the remaining tears gently. 

he reached for the paper he hid earlier, putting it in his pocket so he can throw it later without his baby seeing it. he really doesn't need more stress.

pooh: "you can send this but you can't hide forever"

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A/N: I am really sorry for the late update, also today is a short chapter because I was a little busy but still wanted to update for you.

 I still hope you like it though ❤️