Soften My Heart

CH (31) Sorry

pooh was driving the car in it's full speed, it was almost after midnight so the streets were empty but either way he wasn't seeing anything in front of him. he wasn't even aware where he was driving or where he is going. 

pooh: FUCK!

his hands were hurting him already from hitting the steering wheel repeatedly.

pooh: WHAT THE FUCK! ARE YOU BLIND!!!

he quickly pressed the brake when a drunk driver was about to hit his car. he was about to step out the car ready to kill the man, but the man quickly drove running away.

after another round of hitting the steering wheel, he felt tears burning his eyes. the anger and fury turning into sadness and sorrow. how can he be so pathetic?

the only promise he promised his parents after their death was to get revenge for them and he couldn't even fulfil that. he was so tired and he missed his parents so much, but then there was someone that made up for their loss and made him feel loved all over again.

pavel

his sweet baby

the scene that happened before he left the mansion kept replaying in his head, suddenly it was suffocating in the car. he almost chocked his baby, why does he keep hurting the only person he love in this world. He fucking knew that his baby didn't know anything, it wasn't his fault that his father was a monster. 

pooh: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!

he wiped his tears harshly, he shouldn't be crying he needs to go home and make sure his baby is alright. he doesn't know why but he was having a bad feeling. 

pooh: no.. pavel

he started the car in no time, speeding all the way to the mansion. he was about one minute away from the mansion when he received a call from his guard, wasting no time he answered the call

Guard 1: sir.. sir.. it's khun pavel

he didn't even have time to replay, he jumped out the car when it screeched to a stop and ran inside the mansion.

after sprinting up the stairs, he opened the door to the scene that made his heart stop at the moment. his baby was laying unconscious on the floor while his panicked guard was trying to wake him up.

he pushed the guard away, pulling the omega to his arms

pooh: Go bring the doctor!

Guard 1: yes sir 

pooh: hey hey baby

pooh: come on baby, don't scare me like that

the alpha looked around the room quickly, once he spotted the water bottle on the nightstand he grabbed it without letting his baby fall from his hands. he splashed the water lightly on the baby's face then wiped it with his wet hand so he can wash his face slightly

he can already feel the tears in his eyes once again, he was closing them trying to calm himself when he heard the soft voice he knows very well, making him open them in an instance

pavel: p'tin?

pooh: bab...

pavel: p'tin!

he didn't have time to react before his baby was burrowing his face in his chest and wrapping his hands around his back to hug him tightly

pavel: p'tin.. p'tin I am sorry... I didn't mean to say that... don't leave please.. or make pavel leave... I don't wanna go p'tin.. I just..