Soften My Heart

CH (11) The Past

pavel's heat passed peacefully without much happening other than some making out and many cold showers. he has been thinking about p'tin's words 

"I don't want you to hate me pavel. you are not in your right mind and I don't wanna do something you would regret in the morning and hate me for it."

the alpha didn't go for it like pavel had expected he would, he even begged him for it but the other just refused. feeling warmth spreading in his heart at the thought. actually p'tin is not a bad person at all, maybe people don't know him better 

but pavel doesn't know him that well either, finding that fact really annoying he decided to do something about it.

he can't be like everyone else! he needs to know more about p'tin!

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pooh is frustrated as hell, he has been on the phone for the last hour with his guard who was updating him with the last events, and it's all bad news.

the supposed guard who was the only one alive after the attack was badly injured and due to a lot of blood loss he got into a coma which he hadn't waken up from yet.

also they found all the cameras broken and in a really bad state they can't even fix it to see a glimpse of the responsible of the attack.

and to make the matter even worse, there were cameras in the streets surrounding the bar which they could have used to get information about the people from the car plates but all the data in them were deleted on purpose the night of the attack.

so now the only hope they have is the guard who is between life and death and they are not even sure if he is going to make it.

If someone would go beyond the boundaries to do something like that which isn't easy at all means they are dealing with someone dangerous.

they need a lot of planning to figure out their next step. they can't just sit like that while someone is targeting them.

that's why pooh is so frustrated, he doesn't like the feeling of being helpless. everything is a mess and he doesn't know what to do yet.

fucking asshole!!!!! once I find you, you will wish you were never born. you will beg me to die but I will just leave you to suffer like this!!!

getting up from his chair, he angrily pushed everything on his desk so it fell to the ground. deciding he needs some air, he went to grab a cup of water then going to the couch he sat down while drinking the water. leaning his head back on the couch and closing his eyes, he tried to calm down and get his breathing to normal.

pavel: p'tin!

pavel was so excited, he has so many questions he want to ask p'tin. he doesn't even know where to start.

pooh: what do you want pavel

pavel: I want to ask p'tin something!

pooh: ask

pavel: hmm maybe where are p'tin's parents? are they abroad?

suddenly pooh got up from the couch and grabbed grabbed pavel's hand roughly making him wince from the harsh grip

he shouted angrily at him

pooh: WHY ARE YOU ASKING THIS?!!!

pooh: EVERYONE NEEDS TO REMIND ME WITH HOW PATHETIC I AM?

pooh: YES I AM LIKE THIS, SO WHAT? DO I HAVE TO SUFFER FOR IT!!!

pooh: WHAT DID I DO TO DESRVE THIS? HUH, ANSWER ME!!!