I hate this/ Also Rant

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[From now on if something is censored it's personal information]
 
I usually have nightmares every night as usual however I don't rlly remember them much.
     I had another nightmare where suddenly the [PLAY NAME] play had started and everything went into disaster, starting with costume design and makeup.
I remember everyone going before me so I was last to get help with styling my hair and getting makeup for my role, [ROLE].I also remember being kind of upset they spray painted hair my black for the role but then suddenly everything came undone and I was panicking because the play was starting and I suddenly forgot all of my lines.All of them.I feel so stressed.What if that happens in the actual show nights of [MONTH]?

    Also off topic but

   I never want my dad going through my stuff, he's always judgemental and I know he's not above it because he believes that just because he's the parent that he can just do anything he wants.Invading my privacy is not something he should be doing.He already lost my trust last year when he went into my Facebook and starting texting [FRIEND NAME] just because my Facebook was open.He wasn't trying to see if it was actually [FRIEND NAME], no.He just wanted to embarrass me and make me feel alone.He only likely felt like an idiot after realizing I was right about [FRIEND NAME]not being a predator.[FRIEND NAME] and I friended each other at my school via exchanging our usernames on Facebook, therefore I shouldn't even have to prove it because I was talking to her in person before even going on Facebook.
He broke my complete trust when it came to my privacy, nevermind that, nearly all of my trust.

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