CHAPTER 4: Lovesick Thoughts

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NOTE: Hellooo!! yes i'm posting these so quickly- that will change after i post this chapter tho sadly

the reasons i've been posting them rapid fire is because last night i basically spent all night writing these fanfics beforehand so all i've had to do chapters 1 - 4 is copy whatever i wrote in my docs, paste it into here, then re-read and fixed some mistakes

that's it- so since i don't have chapter 5+ prepared, it's probably gonna take long to post them after this chapter

ANYWAYSSS like always, ENJOY THE SAPPHICS!! this chapter is a bit sad :<

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Marcy would wake up to see Anne no longer was there cuddling her. [ Eh, makes sense.. ] She'd get up sleepily and saw her journal was left open again. [ Oh no! What happens if she read more?! ] She'd noticed instead of her handwriting though, it was Anne's. She'd grabbed it, reading what it said. It read: "Hey mar-mar! I promise i haven't read any pages. Just wanted to leave this here in case you were confused. i had to go home early sadly :(. I'm not sure we can hang out much today but at least tomorrow we can go to the first temple and be together then! Love ya mars, stay safe dude. -Anne :P" Marcy smiled at Anne's cute handwriting and note. "She leaves the cutest notes." She suddenly glanced over at Anne's jacket that was next to her. [ Oh frog. She must have left her hoodie here on accident.. Wait, I'm just curious.. ] She grabbed the jacket and hugged it really tight while giggling [ It smells like her! Wait, that's weird to think about! Ughh, stop being creepy Marcy!] "I guess Anne wouldn't mind if I wore it for a bit. I need something else to wear than this, it's pretty dirty. Ew." A few minutes later, she changes into the jacket and hugs it really tight. [ It reminds me of her. I'm surprised she smells this good for being in amphibia.. Anyways, I'm sure Anne wouldn't mind! We borrow things all the time! ]

She'd walk out of our bedroom, ready for her morning walk. The whole way she was thinking of Anne. Her hair, her face, her eyes, literally everything. Everything was perfect to her. [ I just wish i had enough courage to ask her out already. I mean, she does find me attractive. So there is a chance she does like me back! I don't know though.. ] She'd sit at a tree, thinking about what could happen if she asks out Anne. [ I mean, she could reject me or worse! She could laugh at my face and tell me I'm weird for feeling this wa- ] Suddenly her thoughts were cut off by a newt standing in-front of her. "Master Marcy, Are you alright?" "Oh, hey Lady Olivia. Yeah.. I'm fine.." She wasn't convinced. "I know something is troubling you, What seems to be the matter?" Marcy sighed and admitted: "Alright.. uhm I'm not the greatest right now. Let's just say.. love problems."

"Love problems? You have a partner??" Marcy shook her head a lot. "No no! Just.. a crush." "Well shouldn't you be focusing on getting ready for the first temple? I don't want to tear you away from it, but i think it would be best to focus your energy on preparing." Lady Olivia would point out. "Yeah, you're right. I just can't help but think of her though. It's kinda driving me crazy." she would say as she curled up into a ball. "Say, are you wearing one of that girl's jackets?" Marcy became suddenly flustered and embarrassed, trying to hide the jacket as much as possible. "What?? n-no!!" She wasn't amused. "Alright, you caught me. I just thought this jacket would help with missing her and all of that but it's kinda making it worse. I just miss her more.." Marcy began to tear up. "Master Marcy, please don't cry! Everything will be okay. Would tea help?" Marcy wiped her tears and got up. "Yeah.. I could go for some tea." They got up and began walking back to the castle. [ Anne.. please don't leave me whenever I confess.. ]

They'd be sitting at a table with an assortment of tea. The room was very quiet and slightly cold, a small breeze was travelling throughout the room. "Is this helping?" Lady Olivia asked as she was worried. "Yeah. I'm starting to feel better.. Thanks, Olivia." Marcy would say very timid and soft sounding. "You're welcome. Now, try to prepare for the first temple. King Andrias is getting ready to research all he can about the music box."

[ Hopefully things will return to normal soon.. ] "Okay. I appreciate you setting this up for me." She got up calmly from her seat. "Anytime, Marcy." She'd leave the room, walk to her bedroom to prepare. When she got there, she'd lay down and grab her phone. Her background was Anne and her. All she could think of was the different ways Anne could reject her, the worst ways possible. She tried not to think about it but the thoughts couldn't leave her head. [ I just.. don't want her to leave me.. I'm scared if I lose her, I'll lose Sasha and all my other friends.. I'm scared no one will like me anymore and that my parents will still move away. Ugh.. I hate this.. ] She'd walk up to her window and looked outside to see Anne outside with Sprig, exploring around the castle [ Oh my frog, it's Anne! Maybe I could go talk to her? Maybe that will distract me from these.. thoughts.. ]

She ran outside and Anne spotted her. "Marcy!! Over here!" Marcy was so happy to see Anne. The real Anne. And not these weird versions of Anne she made in her head. "Anne!!" She ran over as fast as she could. 'Hey Mar-mar! Me and Sprig were just looking around the castle area. What were you doing?" [ Oh well uh.. i can't tell her the truth that's for sure. ] "Oh, i was just preparing for the first temple! Lady Olivia advised I do so. I'm a bit nervous for it all though.." Marcy would clench her sleeve with her hand. "Yeah, me too. But hey, I'll have the smart Marcy Wu to save me! Right?" Marcy chuckled and blushed out of slight embarrassment "Oh stop it, I'm not that good at saving people from things. I can barely save myself from situations!" they both laughed. "Well yeah, I guess that's true." Anne said with a chuckle. Sprig was looking at them both back and forth with suspicion in his eyes.

"Anyways, can you give us a very needed tour? We are getting kind of lost.." Marcy's eyes lit up "Of course! I've memorized this place, ever nook and cranny!"

It had been at least an hour by now. Newtopia was huge, meaning there is so much to explore and see. "How have you memorized a place as huge as this?!" Marcy laughed "Well its different when you've been here for 5 months, you are kinda forced to memorize it all." 

A sudden cold breeze of wind goes by "Oh frog! Why is it so cold??" Sprig asks while shivering. The breeze pasts by Anne and Marcy, affecting Anne but not Marcy. "You're right Sprig, it's really cold." She'd shiver aswell. "Yeah it's gets cold around here, not the best weather but you learn to accept it. Funny thing is, I'm not cold at all right now!" More cold air would brush by them "Well yeah, you're wearing a jacket. Speaking of which, isn't that my jacket?" Marcy would stop in her tracks and blush "What?? nooo! ... Okay yeah it is.." Anne laughed. "Well if you liked the jacket so much, you should have asked to borrow it, silly." Marcy started to blush in slight embarrassment "Oh, right. Sorry, Anne. I just.. When you left it at my place, I thought wearing it might make me not miss you as much." Anne would slightly blush, not only covering her face because she was cold but also to hide the red on her face. "You.. missed me?" "Well yeah! You're my bestfriend, anna!" [ I wish we were more than bestfriends but.. ] "Of course i missed you!" 

Anne would smile and blush a bit. "That's sweet of you mar. I miss you a lot too." Sprig rolled his eyes and scoffed "Yeah, then you decided to ramble to me about like: I mISs MArCy, I MiSs hEr, HEr FaCe Is JuST So AdoR-" Anne quickly covered his mouth. "Shush about that last part!! Marcy doesn't need to know that!!" Marcy, in a confused and intrigued way, "My face is just so what?" Anne quickly looks back at Marcy, blushing and trying to think of what to say "Uhhhh, he was about to sayy.. that your face is pretty! That's it! Nothing else!" she'd said giving a death stare to Sprig. [ wait.. wasn't he gonna say Anne says my face is.. adorable?! that's what it sounded like before he got cut off.. oh my god she finds my face cute!! ahhh!! ] "Oh, thanks Anne! Your face is pretty too!" Anne exhaled with relief. "Thank you. Anyways can we go inside I'm FREEZINGG!" Sprig chirped in "Yeah i think I'm gonna turn into a ice cube if we don't go inside right about now." They quickly rushed inside a building.

"Geez.. It gets so cold out there.." Anne said with very little breath. "Yeah, it really does. Anyways, do you want your jacket back?" Anne glanced over, smiling "Nah, you keep it. You can keep it to remember me and feel like I'm there when I'm gone." Marcy smiled and blushed slightly "Thanks. I will." 

"Anyways, anyone up for gnatchos?"
"Ooh, yes!"
"Sure!"

They'd walk away to the gnatcho stand, but every time there was a moment a silence all she could think about was all the bad thoughts of Anne. 

[ These thoughts better not last for long.. please tell me they don't. ]

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NOTE: Hi!! welcome to chapter 4 of this fanfic :))

Being in love comes with the terrifying thoughts. Looks like Marcy has some of those right now.

I like this chapter a lot actually!! The thoughts add an extra conflict to the main conflict. It's a nice touch.

Not sure when chapter 5 will come out, I'll announce the name of it when i think of it tho 👀


ANYWAYS TY FOR READING ILY /p

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