It's A Love Hate Relationship.

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I started to walk home, sadly Asher came with me. I can't believe, it all feels like a dream. "We are good, well one of us are" Asher said smirking, "Yeah I know me" I said with my sarcastic smile. He shook his head.

Finally we were home, I could hear music, good music. I walked in and my brother was there, he was having a party. I walked straight up stairs and changed I put on my dress and shoes, checked myself in the mirror then walked down stairs.

I saw Charlie, I ran up and hugged him "I got in" I shouted over the music, he smiled and gave me a hug. I looked over the room and saw Andy looking over at me, "What the fuck are you doing here?" I grabbed him into the kitchen, "It's a party" He smiled, I looked up and saw a bottle of vodka

Next thing all I heard was "Spin the bottle" And it sounded like Liam. I walked through and sat in the circle, Liam was first to spin he got Alexa of course and Alexa spun it to get Asher, that was an awkward kiss, he was trying to pull away and she wouldn't let him. Asher spun it, it started to slow down, it finally stopped I looked at it, it was pointing right at me. I went over and he met me in the middle, we kissed but not a 'spin the bottle' kiss, it was like none of us wanted it to end, then Beth said "Right Leah your go" She didn't sound to happy. I spun the bottle, I was nervous, It stopped, I looked up and saw it pointing straight at Andy, I went over and kissed him, he kissed me back. But the next thing I knew Liam punched Andy and Andy was punching him. I tried to stop it, when Liam knocked Andy into my mums pictures and vase, they smashed. "GET OUT NOW!" I screamed, "EVERYONE OUT" I said looking round,

Everyone left, except Beth, Alexa, Asher, and Liam. "No" I said walking towards Beth and Alexa "I want the two whore-a-saureses OUT!" I said pushing them out the door. "Leah" Liam said, "Listen mate, go walk them home yeah, I will watch Leah" Asher said as I sat beside the broken glass, "I am not a fucking child" I said not even looking at him. I felt Asher's arms around me, "Come on" He said, carrying me upstairs, I put my face in his chest so he couldn't see the tears.

He lay me down on the bed "Are you Ok?" He said, I nodded, "Help me zip my dress down?" I stood up and Asher zipped my dress down, I shivered his hands were cold, "There" He said his breath on my neck. I got back into bed with my bra and shorts on. Asher got up, "Please stay" I said, he came into bed and cuddled into me.

~~~flashback~~~

I got up with my dress already on and my make up done, my hair perfect. I grabbed my bag and my phone and snuck out. I was going to a party with my friends. I went downstairs and snuck out. I walked up and met my friends. We snuck into the party through the back. I started drinking as soon as I got there.

20 Minutes into the party and I was legless, I drink far to fast. I went into the toilets and wet my face with water, I was far too warm. Suddenly a 20 year old came in, he looked really drunk he came up to me and tried to rip my dress, I screamed and kicked him in the nuts, I staggered out the club and phoned my mum to pick me up. My mum and dad were going through a bad time all they done was argue 24/7 and I had to listen to it and I had to pick up the pieces, I had to pretend like nothing was going on like it was normal, well I guess it was normal for me.

My mum came 20 minutes later. I sat in the car with Liam in the back with me and my mum and dad in the front. "I told you to watch her but no you had to watch your football game" My mum shouted, "Yeah says you phoning your friends to get all the 'goss' why didn't you look after her" My dad screamed back at my mum, "Im right here" I shouted but got ignored, "SO what this is all my fault"My mum shouted back at my dad. Suddenly the car swerved then next thing I know a bright light was towards us...

Next thing I know I woke up in hospital, "Hello Leah" The nurse said, "W-w-what happened" I stuttered,"You were in a car accident, you have been in a coma for just under 3 weeks, thank god you pulled threw" She said smiling, and checking charts, "Where's my mum and dad?" I asked, "Well you see Leah, they, they got badly hurt and never pulled through" She stuttered. I felt like my life had just come crashing down in that one sentence. I started screaming, I must of been dreaming, "No there not there just sleeping, thats it go wake them up" I screamed at the nurse, "Leah I cant" She said looking down, "Please" I said barely breathing."What about Liam? Yeah Liam were is he" I said, barely being able to talk, "He hasn't woke up yet" "So basically I have killed my full family, with one mistake" I burst into tears. I hugged my pillow and started shaking, "God give them back to me please, please, I will be good, take me. please" I shouted.