Shattered Love: A New Beginning (SailubPon)

CHAPTER TWO

I was upstairs in our bedroom laying down and looking at the ceiling blankly, I kept overthinking if Sailub was actually cheating, what would happen? will he leave me? what about our plans in the future? what if I just stayed silent and let him cheat on me so nothing will change..?

I started tearing up and I felt sad as the beautiful memories of us together and the history we made this past 4 years was replaying in my mind, my heart was burning, I was having an anxiety attack and Sailub wasn't home yet, I was starting to worry.

i felt faint, I decided to go downstairs yet I started stumbling while going downstairs as my heart was shaking and I felt it slowly burning, I was shaking and I couldn't walk properly, my vision started to get blurry and before I knew it, I fainted.

"pon..? Pon!"

after a couple hours passed, I woke up, I turned to my side and i saw Sailub and Nut talking, Nut was talking about me and how I fainted, I saw Sailub holding his heart and he couldn't stay still, he looked scared and nervous, I slowly sat up and coughed softly, my body was stiff and my heart still hurts yet the burning sensation was slowly recovering.

"baby! my pon.. I'm so sorry.. luckily Nut found you unconscious earlier and called me to take care of you, I was so busy with work and the new restaurant I'm taking care of.. I should've asked how you were.. I'm so sorry baby."

"p'sai.. I'm okie.. how are you? are you hungry? I'll make you food khab.."

I said as I patted his head as he bent down and placed his arms around my waist, he was close to tearing up, how am I supposed to know if he's actually cheating on me if he's like this? I just fainted and he quickly went back home and started to cry.

"oh gosh.. what would've happened if Nut didn't come here.. have you been drinking your medicine hm? Dr. Jirakit told you to stop stressing out baby.. what's wrong? did something happen?"

Sailub said nervously as he asked about my condition and the.. thing that's stressing me out earlier, I looked at Nut scared and Nut just signalled me to not tell Sailub anything about it, I smiled and giggled.

"yes.. yess.. I have been taking my medicine and it's probably because of the heat index.. Thailand's weather is starting to get hot.. you know how sensitive I am to the hot weather.."

I said stuttering as I tried not to look suspicious, good thing he bought the lie I said to him, I hate lying to my angel yet it's for a good reason, I smiled and kissed his cheeks and caressed his chin and let him know I'm fine.

"i better go.. let's talk tomorrow, Pon."

said Nut as he smiled and went back to his lover Ping, Sailub didn't think much of the conversation between me and Nut and sat beside me and kept comforting me, I just continued to reassure Sailub that I was perfectly fine and it was just faint.

"do you want to eat? are you hungry? I'll call Jim to buy you food, anything you want baby."

he said as he caressed my cheeks while taking his phone ready to call Jim, I just kissed him and smiled as I tried to calm him down, he seemed to panic a lot.

"hm.. I'm not that hungry baby.."

I said reassuring him I was fine, I took my phone and realized it was so late already, I looked at Sailub who kept looking at me with worry in his eyes and his hands couldn't stop shaking, I quickly hugged him tightly while smiling.