Shattered Love: A New Beginning (SailubPon)

CHAPTER TWELVE

"we misunderstood, the girl was his cousin and he will explain everything soon, but he's now working from home and Jim is taking care of everything in the company while Sai stays at home with me."

I explained to everyone, they were relieved but felt bad they accused Sailub of cheating and misunderstood things that made Pon hurt and overthink.

"we're sorry Pon.. we didn't mean it."

Pooh apologized and I knew what he meant and he was just trying to protect me and be aware, I didn't blame them as long as Sailub isn't cheating I'm perfectly fine with misunderstanding things.

"it's okay naa khaa~ don't worry, I think Sailub is looking for me.. I'll go naa! babyee! thank you guys!"

I thanked them and went back to me and Sailub's house which was now filled with love and warmth, I closed the door and called Sailub's name.

"p'sai!.. p'sai..? where are you kha"

I pouted and looked everywhere in the first floor for Sailub but he wasn't responding, I was getting worried and I went upstairs to look, I checked everywhere and I lastly checked our room, there was Sailub working.

"pon? come here.. I'm so tired.. I want you to recharge me.."

Sailub pouted while asking for a kiss, I giggled and closed the door and walked towards the bed and sat down beside him as he closed his laptop and put it away, i opened my arms and he quickly wrapped his arms around my waist.

"hmm~ you smell so good~ you smell like a baby, my baby"

he whispered to my ears and I giggled while I nodded, he pulled me onto his lap and continued to hug me, his arms wrapped around my waist and his head buried on my neck, I giggled and caressed his back, soothing Sailub like a baby.

"p'sai, I'm sorry for accusing you of cheating, I was overthinking too much and I kept thinking if I just let you cheat so you wouldn't leave me, I don't want to lose you."

I said, he frowned and hugged me tightly again kissing my cheeks, nose and forehead in order, he smiled at me lovingly.

"pon, in any universe or in any of our future lives or past life, I would never leave you or even think of cheating on you, you're one of a kind angel that has been sent for me to take care of, to love and to cherish for life, I don't even know what to do if I lose you too, that's why I get jealous easily when men or women try to flirt with you, I'm scared that they're better than me and you would leave me for them, you know? that's why I didn't let you in my office that day since I heard a lot of men in my company have a huge crush on you."

said Sailub as he hugged me tightly while frowning, I smiled and nodded, I tried my best not to tear up, someone like Sailub who is already in his 30s and acts like a sloth isn't usually this sweet, he would just be clingy when tired but he's calm and reserved yet he doesn't let me overthink, he hates when he doesn't do better or take care of me well.

"mhm, I won't ever leave you p'sai, never.. please remember, I love you only."

he smiled and hugged me tightly, he was a shy man who doesn't show anyone his clingy side, in public or when we are with friends and family he sometimes snap out and get jealous and show everyone he's lowkey clingy yet not too clingy but when we're alone it's the opposite, he would sulk when jealous and he would be clingy to me all the time, he still sulks about Bank and Aon who liked me before, it was the past and Aon is my best friend while Bank is someone who I've been working with in the past, but Sailub is my present and future.

"and next time you ever accuse me of anything, make sure to talk to me okay? I don't want you overthinking, don't you trust me baby?"

he frowned talking to me in a cute soft voice, I chuckled and nodded as I gave him a soft kiss, I giggled and he hugged me tightly.

a couple of hours later and we were eating dinner again finally together, I smiled as he ate happily eating the food I made, he seemed happy and lively.

"i missed your cooking so much, the food from the café and the company was getting boring, I needed your food and even if you serve the same exact food everyday for a year or even forever, as long as you made it it's good and I wouldn't get sick of it."

Sailub said as he took a bite and I chuckled, he seemed really serious and finished his food, he really liked it and took another portion, he was really hungry but he was still muscular and slim, still has his toned body which is so attractive.

"p'sai, I heard that same sex marriage is finally legalized in Thailand now, when will we get married? I mean it's been years.. maybe we should bring it up a notch?"

I asked as he choked on his food, I was startled and gave him water, he took a sip and smiled at me awkwardly, I looked at him as I scratched my head.

"i mean, sure.. maybe in the future, I mean I'm pretty busy with w-work.. yeah, but baby don't you worry when the time is right, we will get married and don't you worry I won't go anywhere even if we're not married, I dedicate my whole life to you already forever."

he softly said as he held my hands gently and I smiled as I nodded, he was as sweet as ever and I just shrugged the marriage thing out and smiled at him happily.

as we were eating peacefully, someone came to visit us and pester us, Micheal and Pavel, I sighed as I saw them entering the house energetically.

"heyheyheyy! wassup people! hey uncle"

Micheal teased my boyfriend, I glared at him.

"hey! don't you dare disrespect the uncle, I mean my handsome boyfriend? so what if he's old? huh?"

I teased micheal back, Sailub just chuckled and let Pavel and Micheal sit down beside us and we talked.

"so.. uhm, yall back together?"

Micheal asked looking at me and Sailub, Pavel nodded agreeing to what Micheal said and me and Sailub looked at each other and awkwardly chuckled.

"we never broke up! just a misunderstanding because you guys led my boyfriend on! hm, I'm talking about your boyfriend. Ai'Micheal.. Ai'Pavel!"

Sailub scolded them both and I just chuckled as I continued to bite onto my food as they chuckled with fear as my boyfriend scolded them both for leading me on and them making me accuse sailub of cheating on me.

after an hour passed they left, they probably were just bored and decided to pester us and talk to us, we didn't hate it, we actually like it even though sometimes it's annoying but it's comforting, it's like a family bond together but one day we'll be complete again and every month we have a party at the backyard anyways or go on trips.

I went upstairs as I felt sleepy and I was wearing me and Sailub's matching silk pajamas he bought for me from a fancy hotel somewhere rich, it was unnecessary but it helped me have a comforting sleep and he bought many pairs so we would use it everyday.

I was now in our bedroom laying down on the master bed and yawned as I hugged the life sized pillow beside me as Sailub entered the bedroom and closed the door locking it, he smiled at me and joined me in bed.

"hmm~ I missed you na.. good thing work is finally done and I could be with you again."

he said as he hugged me tightly from the back and I held onto his arms and he didn't want to let go of me and I just continued to hug him back, it was very comforting, I missed hugging him before going to bed and talking to each other.

"p'sai.. I love you na khub."

"i love you too na, Pon."