Shattered Love: A New Beginning (SailubPon)

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

we went back in the room, the smell of the room made me anxious and nauseous as we walked inside more I couldn't take it, the smell of the modern like scent and the hotel room scent was making me sick to my stomach.

I threw up in the bathroom, luckily I reached the toilet and Sailub helped me by comforting my back and soothing me as he continued to talk to me in comforting matters.

"shh.. what's wrong baby? what happened?"

he asked as I got up, my body was weak and I started washing my face and mouth, I shook my head and I looked at the mirror as we made eye contact.

"i don't know.. I felt sensitive to the smell of the room, I don't know.. I don't like this feeling..."

Sailub held onto me and suddenly zoned out, he looked at me and carried me to the bed, it was soft, perfect for my weak body and tired body right now.

"Pon Thanapon.. we need to go to the doctor, you might be pregnant.."

he said seriously, my heart was pounding, we did it a couple days ago without any you know what but we didn't think I could get pregnant since we've been doing it for so long but I haven't been receiving the news of me being pregnant.

"h-huh..?! what do you think chai will act if he finds out he will have a new sibling?"

I asked worriedly, natachai is currently sleeping with Pavel and Pooh since he wanted to go play with them and fell asleep.

"you know he misses his siblings so much so let's just be happy whatever the news is, okay? I'll take care of you and tomorrow we can just go to the nearest hospital and when we get back from our house we can go have an appointment with a doctor.. okay?"

he softly said as he was laying down beside me, I nodded and smiled, Sailub's slender fingers started to seperate the baby hair and my bangs from my face and he started caressing my face softly and slowly which resulted in me shivering.

"you're so pretty baby.. I'm glad I can call you mine."

he said softly his voice was gentle and his tone of voice was stern yet when he's talking with me giving me words of affirmation and loving compliments that comforts me and makes me realize my worth.

i smiled showing a bit of my teeth, my cheeks burying my eyebugs which it wasn't too visible since I don't sleep late and my eyes were squinting a bit indicating I was really smiling and a visible whisker dimple was showing.

sailub's right arm was below my head and neck, I hugged Sailub tightly and burried my face on his neck leaving a kiss mark, it was rare giving Sailub a kiss mark since he is my alpha and he would usually give me kiss mark under my marked neck which Sailub marked.

"clingy hm? I hope you're pregnant or whatever you want baby, anything that happens please remember I'm always here to support and take care of you, okay?"

he said as he kissed my head and started fixing and playing with my fluffy hair which smelled like honey with vanilla and cinnamon which was Sailub's favourite smell that's one of the reasons why he loves me.

as the night passed we both fell asleep after talking to each other, Sailub was caressing Pon's belly as it was hurting a lot but i was comfortable because of Sailub who took care of me endlessly even after I fell asleep.

I loved this man so much, Sailub was someone who filled the void that I had in my life, my life was worse before he and I met and dated, I suffered so much but he was the one who took care of me, who loved me truly who didn't leave me when I needed someone.

this man was everything, he was my everything, I loved Sailub so much, if I could let the world burn to save him, I would.

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"Pon! aren't you gonna eat?"

asked Nut as everyone looked at me who was resting on the arm chair which was placed by the staff since Sailub asked them to take care of me since I was probably pregnant, I wasn't feeling the hunger so I decided to eat later since my belly hurts.

I shook my head as everyone nodded and looked at each other then to Sailub who was eating but looked bothered and wasn't enjoying the food, I was worried as well but I couldn't get up, the arm chair was comfy.

"is there a nearest hospital here? I need to take Pon there for a little bit and we'll come back."

asked Sailub and Ping suddenly took out his phone and started showing something to Sailub, Sailub's face turned from being bothered and a frowny face to a happy and relieved face, Sailub thanked ping and got up.

"baby.. let's go to the hospital first and get a check up so we will know, okay?"

he said as he walked towards me massaging my hands, suddenly natachai ran towards us with Pavel and Pooh who still looked sleepy probably because of natachai.

"mama! dada! uwncle pwawel and pwooh played with me last night! yipee"

natachai was energetic and Sailub quickly carried natachai before he went and sat on my lap, Sailub kissed natachai and played with his fluffy long curly hair.

"natachai.. from now on don't sit on mama's lap okie? is it okie? mama won't be able to carry you since mama isn't allowed to be carrying heavy things but for now we'll tell you if you can okay? for now me and mama will go to the hospital and you go eat with your uncles, okay?"

Sailub said as an obedient natachai nodded and frowned, he really loved sitting on my lap but he couldn't anymore but he could still cuddle with me and daddy Sai.

finally we decided to go to the car Sailub rented and we went to go to the nearest hospital.