Wednesday. November 22, 2023.
hobi:
yoonie, i can't sleep.
yoongi:
what's wrong my dear hoba?
hobi:
not sure. i have been in a down mood all day.
yoongi:
i noticed that today.
yoongi:
do you want to talk about anything?
hoseok:
idk.
hoseok:
i kind of just want to talk to you. to keep my mind busy.
yoongi:
we can facetime.
yoongi:
it's not that bright in my room but my tv is on for some light.
hobi:
really? you would do that for me?
yoongi:
of course hoba. can't have the sun go dim, can we?
hoba:
haha, ig not.
Yoongi presses the facetime button and waits for Hobi to answer.
Hi Yoonie.
Yoongi smiles.
Hi Hoba.
This is kinda awkward, I don't really facetime that often.
Well, I don't really talk so,
Hoseok laughs a little.
I honestly just like your presence. It makes me feel safe.
I like yours as well. I don't feel alone all the time because I always have you to talk to.
Awww, Yoonie!
Yoongi rolls his eyes with a little smile.
Don't start.
Hobi laughs.
What are you doing up so late anyways?
Yoongi shrugs.
Watching tv. This guy is building a house in the middle of the woods with rocks, sticks, and mud.
Oh, I've seen those videos. Have you seen those videos where they make structures out of just dirt and water?
Yoongi shakes his head.
Turns out that those are fake.
No! Those are my favorites.
Hoseok pouts. Yoongi finds that cute, giving Hobi a smile.
Yeah, but there are better videos out there to watch such as this one.
That's fair.
Hoseok sighs.
What's going on in that pretty head of yours?
Everything and nothing all at once. I feel like if I try to talk about it nothing will come to my mind but when I'm quiet, all of the things I want to say come out in complete sentences and not just "uh" and "um".
Yoongi nods his head, listening.
I just wish it was easier to talk about my feelings. It fucking sucks that I can't speak them and can only think them. Sorry,
Hoseok sighs.
I'm rambling.
Don't ever be sorry, I understand. I get the same way.
Yeah.
Hey, I know I'm like two months too late and everything but did you ever get ahold of that therapist?
Yoongi see's Hoseok smile a little bit.
Yeah, I have an appointment next week. I hope everything goes well, I would love to get better.
I also hope everything goes well. You've been through hell and back Hoseok. I admire that you have such an amazing outlook on life after all you have been through.
Ew, don't call me by my full name. It sounds weird coming out of your mouth.
Yoongi laughs, and that makes Hobi smile.
I won't if you agree to go to sleep.
Only if you agree to stay on the phone with me.
Yoongi raises an eyebrow.
May I ask why?
I would just feel better if you did. Like I said, you make me feel safe.
Yoongi thanks god that it's so dark in his room or Hoseok would have seen how red his face was.
Of course I will.
Hoseok takes time to get comfortable, propping his phone up on his night stand. Yoongi does the same, covering half of his face with his blanket.
Goodnight Yoonie.
Sleep well Hoba.
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Sunshine (j.h)
Fanfictionyoongi is a quiet kid who only talks to his friends. he is close to his parents and older brother, but suffers from early childhood depression and social anxiety. hoseok gets bullied for being the way he is. he suffers from severe depression because...
