I Hate You ~

Chapter 9: Hyungie

Namjoon heard Jungkook's voice from inside and slowly he twisted the door knob and opening it but as the door got opened he froze in his place, his whole body got numb, eyes got wider and filled with heavy tears when he saw the world's most painful and heartbreaking sight of his lil baby who was sitting on Jungkook's lap wearing an oversized shirt with his bloodshot puffy teary eyes, swollen bruised lips and his neck and thighs were covered in dark purple hickeys.

Seeing Taehyung's condition, Namjoon understood what would have happened with his baby, Namjoon's heart break into thousands pieces from the horrible thoughts his blood started boiling with anger. But his blood was not boiling in anger for Jungkook but for himself because Jungkook is not responsible for Taehyung's condition, it is Namjoon himself.
Namjoon wish he had chosen the first option instead of the second one that day. He wish that day he had let Jungkook kill his brother. 

At least his brother would have died at once, This way Taehyung no longer has to die in agony every day. But now Namjoon can't do anything because whatever was supposed to happen has happened. When Jungkook was trying to kidnapped Taehyung if Namjoon had shown even a little bit of courage that day, If Namjoon had fought with Jungkook, even if in the end Namjoon had loses against Jungkook's evil powers but at least he could die in peace and not feel guilty that he did not try even once to save his brother.

Namjoon's selfish and coward heart destroyed everything. He lost his parents but he didn't want to lose his brother too, He didn't want his brother to get the same brutal death as Jungkook gave to their enemies. He couldn't bear to see his baby writhing in pain in front of his eyes that's why He agreed with Jungkook.

But Namjoon never thought that he would save his brother from such a painful death but then who would save Taehyung from the atrocities that will happen to him daily. Namjoon killed his baby with his own hands. Taehyung's body is alive but his soul was killed with his own brother's hand. Namjoon looked down while shedding fat tears. He ruined his brother completely.

"Why did I do this?! Why I didn't let my brother die that day!?! J... Just why I didn't let him die!! I'm so sorry bubba! I f**king hate myself!!! I just wanted to save you but I never thought that all this would happen to you!!!!Why?!!!! Just Why can't I take the right decision? The decisions were mine but you are paying the price for that... I... I just wanted to give you a good future...

I didn't want you to
crave for small things in your life the way I crave for. I wanted to fulfill every wish of your life, keep you happy... I had said yes to him that night for your better future but I did not know that your life would be ruined behind this yes of mine. I wish I had also died along with our parents, so today this situation does not arise!! I ruined everything!!!" Namjoon thought angrily while looking at the floor but slowly he looked up at Taehyung in shame when he heard a very low and painful hyungie.

"H...Hyungie..." Taehyung called him out with his quivering lips and slowly their eyes met with each other but suddenly Taehyung yelped making Namjoon gasp worriedly when Jungkook tightened his grip around Taehyung's waist a little while staring at Namjoon with a deadly serious face.

Namjoon noticed Jungkook tighten his grip on his brother's waist which made Namjoon to immediately look away from his brother making Taehyung wide his eyes in dead shock at his brother's act, his heart started to hurt painfully when his brother ignored him and his all pain. Tears started to fall down his cheeks and was just staring at his brother in disbelief.

"Why are you here?" Jungkook asked in a deep serious voice making him slowly lift his head again looking straight towards Jungkook. This time Namjoon completely ignored Taehyung while Taehyung couldn't take his teary upset eyes off his brother at all.