You Showed Up Just In Time (Talvin)

Insecure?-Part 3

Taylor's P.O.V-
After Karlie hung up the phone I slowing rolled out of bed. I walked up to my bedroom mirror just to check out how I looked. My hair was snarly and I was still wearing my same outfit that I wore earlier today. I felt uncomfortable and I decided I should change into something more cozy. As I was changing I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I stopped for a minute to take a good look at myself. For the first time ever I actually felt insecure. I felt as if something were wrong with my body. I quickly stopped looking at myself and just threw on a cozy sweater with a cat on it. Typical me.

I walked downstairs and was planning to hangout with my favorite cats ever. I sprawled out into the couch and placed Meredith and Olivia next to me. I decided to watch the movie Titanic. That movie always makes me cry, and every single scene interests me. I went onto Tumblr to talk to my fans. About half way through the movie I began to get sleepy. I soon slowly drifted away.

I woke up sweating and scared. I had a nightmare. I was shaking a little and decided to go lay down in my bed rather then on the couch. When I laid down I remembered what the dream was about. I took some deep breathes and the nightmare started to creep into my mind. I remember being at a party and dancing with my friends. Someone yanked my arm and pulled me away from my friends. It was Harry. I was screaming but he covered my mouth with his hand. He picked me up and brought me into a dim lit room. I realized my all of my exes were standing around me. They began throwing hurtful comments at me. I was so scared and shaken up. Then I remember I started to cry. They were telling me I wasn't good enough and that nobody will ever love me. Then I woke up. and that was my dream. After re-living my nightmare I soon closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.