Something About Blue (S.A.B)

37. I Cannot Tell You

Hudson

The moon was big and bright in the night sky, giving us light as we wandered the woods, finding our way back to camp.

I could not stop thinking about what happened, my brain kept on replaying how Blue killed those men, it was so scary. There was no emotion on his face at all, I still remember the how dark his eyes were, like they turned dark blue, it was the most scary shit to see, no lie.

And then the blood splattering on my face, my heart skips a beat anytime it flashes in my head, I try not to think about it, to think about other things but when I try, the new and scary memories always find their way back.

Blue hasn't said anything since we left the kidnappers, I don't know if he will explain to me what happened because right now I really don't know if I can trust him.

Should I trust him or not? He said I should... But I know in these type of situation the person that saves you betrays you in the end and I have only known him for almost 6 months

So... Should I trust him?

We arrived at a small opening in the woods, it was smaller than the one back at camp.

"We should rest here for tonight." Blue spoke up with his deep and calm voice. I didn't even waste a second as I fell on the ground, landing on the dead leaves from the trees around us.

I closed my eyes as made an leave angel, since it was nothing close to snow, it was actually quite comfortable, I stretched my legs and body as I let out a sigh when I was done.

Blue sat on a rock some inches close to me. I had no intention to talk to him, it would be best if we just stay like this until we find camp. It was a bit cold though, like really cold, o really miss the comfort of my bed, the warmth and love that my bed gives me.

I rubbed my palms on my arms, providing heat to my body but it was of no use because I was still cold. If only I had a jacket or something.

Something landed on my face as my body shot up and I removed what was on my face.

As I saw what it was, I was shocked. It was his hoodie, he threw his hoodie for me. Maybe he saw when I was warming myself up and decided to give me his hoodie. I stared at him hoping he will say something but he didn't. I sighed and wore the hoodie as I slowly became warm. The hoodie was a bit thick, but I was kinda happy I was wearing it, and it was also a but big on me.

Blue was wearing a black top that was a bit bigger than his body but still showed his muscles.

"It's getting colder by the minute, I'll go find some sticks or pieces of wood so I can build some fire for the night." Blue said getting up from the rock then he looked at me. "Don't go anywhere, I won't be long, and use my phone and search for signal, if you do find a signal, call your friends or your family or whatever." He left and walked into the woods.

I sat there as his words kept on replaying in my head for no reason.

I should use his phone and search for signal... I should use his phone? Well yeah I kept mine back at camp and he carried his phone, but what still baffles me is the fact that I should hold his phone... HIS PHONE

I hope it is not a test to see if I will go through his phone and see all his dark secrets and stuff... But I won't, it won't be nice and besides his phone will be locked so there will be no way, anyway

I felt something inside the pocket of the hoodie, I put my hand inside and held the object and when I brought it out, it was his phone. The fact that he just entrusted his phone to me was so shocking.