Something About Blue (S.A.B)

7. Fear Of Not Being Accepted

Arion

"Wow I can't believe I'm meeting up with Blue today after 4 years, I can't wait to hear his voice again." I said with so much joy.

"Oh my can you bring down your voice?"
My annoying sister Lizzie said. "Your so happy, we get it."

"Uh, you wouldn't understand, Lizzie." I told her.

"Whatever." She said. "Um, Arion." She called me.

"Yeah, Liz?"

"What if... You know." She said shaking her head.

"Know what? and why are you shaking your head like that." I asked her as she groaned and looked back at me again. "What?". I said smiling and confused.

"What if Blue doesn't accept that your Gay if you tell him?" As she said those words my heart immediately sunk down my chest. She was right, what if Blue doesn't accept me, I started hyperventilating.

"What if he doesn't accept me? What am I gonna do?" I said thinking about it.

"Arion". Lizzie called my name. "It's okay, he is gonna accept you". I began to cry.

"No, he might, he might not, you can never predict what Blue can do." I said and sighed.

"Well, let's all hope he does, God knows how long you've had a crush on Blue." She said about to ruffle my hair as I pushed it away.

"Okay, so what if he doesn't? It's not like it's the end of the world." I said falling back on the bed.

"Yeah it won't be the end of the world, you might just accept it and you can watch Blue maybe fall in love with someone else as you die of pain and jealousy." She said slowly crumbling to the floor.

"I fucking hate you Lizzie." I said as we both laughed.

"Aww." She said sarcastically.

"Can you at least be with me after he tells me I'm a fag?" I said and smiled weirdly.

"He won't call you a fag, Horse." She said and I glared at her.

"Um, what is time please?" I asked her as she checked her phone.

"The time um, 3:44pm" She said making me jump up from my bed.

"Oh God, I'm meeting Blue by 4, I have to start going". I said rushing towards the door as Lizzie called me, stopping me from running and I looked at her.

"Rion, you can't go looking like that". She said as I looked at my self in the mirror and I really looked like a messed.

"Well, what can I do, I'm already running late." I said rushing my words. "I don't have time for that right now."

"Arion, don't worry I'm here to help, all you need is a little make-over." She said smiling at me.

"I don't have time for that, I really need to go, he is probably waiting for me now".

"Wait, I will be fast, don't worry." She said.

"Uh, I don't know, Lizzie."

"I will be done before you know it, or do you want to look like a sad and depressed old man in front of Blue."

"Ugh." I groaned. "Fine but don't take to long." I said as she giggled and and sat down on the chair she was sitting on, and started beautifying me up.

Blue

School was finally over, and I rushed to my Jeep, as i unlocked it and entered inside as I waited for him inside. After sometime, I waited and became hungry, so I ordered Pizza, to satisfy my hunger, and got Cola too. I was watching new releases of movies and series on Netflix, and then I saw that Hudson, Andrew and another blonde girl were still in school and it was my Jeep and their cars that were left in the school parking lot so they walked over to mine and I was trying to hide but they had already seen me, so there was no point in hiding.