month 4 . . .

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Planning was my thing. 

But having someone plan AND pay for everything I want... This is beyond me. 

Spoiled much I thought to myself. 

But people believe I deserve to be. 

I don't necessarily do anything but just give.

 I guess I'm receiving everything I sowed.

"Mommaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!" The boys yell from downstairs. 

"IM COMING GAH LEE. GIVE ME A SECOND I CAN'T BREATHE WITH MY STOMACH IN THE WAY"  I grab my stuff and go downstairs.

 "Mama you got it??" Sev yells from downstairs. 

"Shoulda asked that when I was putting these damn shoes on!" I yell as I walk down the steps.

"Well you said you had it" He shrugs.

"Obviously I was struggling" I side eye him as I get to the bottom. 

"I'm sorry ma" He chuckles. 

"Look at my birthday boyssss" I smile and look at them. 

"Thank you momma" Zeph smiles. 

"Thanks mom" Kai smiles. 

I couldn't believe they were 7. 

I wanted to cry so bad. 

But I was too hungry. 

Tears weren't gonna come out on a empty stomach.

We all get everything and go to the car and get in. 

"Kai" Sev calls him as he starts the car and rolls down the windows. 

"Yes sir?" He looks at him. 

"Did you go to the bathroom before mommy got downstairs??" He looks at him in the mirror. 

"Uhhhhmmm" He giggles. 

"Boy go pee, and hurry up before we're late" Sev says as he looks at his watch. 

Kai runs out the car and runs in the house to go pee. 

"Lord" I adjust myself and fix the seatbelt. 

"Are you comfortable baby??" Sev looks at me. 

"Mhm" I nod. 

"Alright" He grabs his phone and gets on it while waiting. 

"Momma" Zeph calls me. 

"Yes sir?" I look back at him. 

"Mommy when's your birthday??" He asks.

"My birthday is in January" I smile.

"Ouuu, Dad whens yours??" He looks at Sev.

"Mine is in December" He chuckles and looks up from his phone.

Kai comes back from the house and gets back in the car.

"Alright is everyone ready??" Sev asks again. 

"Yessss" We all say.

 And soon after that we left.

 It was about an hour drive just to get to the place.

We planned the kids party at Urban air.

Sucked that I was pregnant because I definitely would've jumped around with the boys too.

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