One day at a time.

month 7 . . .

It felt like I wasn't getting anywhere else with this pregnancy. 

I think I was just ready to give birth more than anything. 

Sev wanted to take me and the kids to the beach today, and im negl... that was a pretty damn good idea. 

It was hard because my bathing suit tops wouldn't fit because my boob grew big as hell.

So Sev went to the store and got me a maternity one.

It was the cutest thing I've ever seen. 

When he came back from the store I put it on and put on my little cover up and slides to go with it. 

I looked like a dolled up penguin. 

After getting ready I stare at myself in the mirror. 

"You needa hurry up and come out Nalo" I talk to my stomach as I rub it. 

Being pregnant with a girl made me so... sensitive. 

But at the same time I was more happy than anything. 

"...Ma the boys are ready, I'll just pack some snacks for you and them and we can get something to eat while we're there"  He says as he walks in the room. 

"Damn." He stops dead in his tracks and stares at me. 

"What??" I giggle and look at him. 

"Nothin you just look good as hell.. summ fine shyt" He smiles and walks over to me. 

"Thank you handsome" I smile. 

"You're welcome mami" He stands behind me and rubbed my waist from behind. 

"You gone lift my stomach up?" I turn and look up at him. 

"Woman I will do it once we get in this water" He laughs. 

"Awl... Okayyyy" I poke my lip out. 

"We gone get in the pool after we get out the ocean, So you can get in some water too. Ion know what the water is like today and ion got time for the waves to be knocking you down" He laughs. 

"OMG SHUT UP, IT WAS ONLY A FEW TIMES-" I cover my mouth in shock as I laugh. 

"SaMyah every time we went you always fell in, and guess who had to come save you cause yo ass can't swim" He laughs even harder. 

"It is not that fucking funny" I roll my eyes and laugh. 

"Oh but it is" He says as he finishes packing the beach bag. 

After he finished we made sure that the boys had everything they wanted. 

We stopped and got food before we headed to the beach because knowing Sev, I knew we were gonna be there for a while. 

"Kai what's wrong honey??" I look at him as I eat my fry. 

"Mommy I don't feel good" He shakes his head and leans back on the seat. 

"Awh... Come around the table and cmere so I can check your temperature" I dust my hands off and wipe my mouth. 

Kai gets up and comes around. 

I feel his head for a fever. 

"Awh you're hot" I look at Sev. 

"Baby we're gonna have to go-" 

Kai throws up right on my shirt. 

"Mommy Im so sorry" He starts crying. 

I swallow my throw up because I was definitely about to.