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Sunghoon - behind his cold eyes (2)

Sunghoon's Point of View 

Class has already ended and here i am walking through the hallways to my locker.

"Aish, i forgot to lock it." I mumbled to myself after realizing that i forgot to lock my locker, i opened it to make sure no one took anything, but instead my eyes caught a familiar red fabric. I took it out to examine it more closely. 

"She's really stubborn." I sighed as i held the scarf that Y/n gave me earlier, i trail my thumb on my initials on the scarf as a smile slowly made its way to my face. Soon i was lost in my own thoughts, thinking if denying my feelings was the right choice or not. Growing up in a not harmonious family sure does have an effect on me, the word love itself scares me. How can i love someone when i don't even know how love feels?

I came to reality again, deciding to push away my feelings like usual and just move on. I closed my locker, not forgetting to lock it this time before i made my way to the back of the school, a place where i'm used to stay in to kill some time and to stay away from home as long as i could. 

"Huft i guess today is still not the day, he still rejected me, even after i made him a scarf with his initials on it. He's really mean, isn't he?" said someone with a familiar voice, i stopped in my tracks trying to remember who this voice belongs to, i peeked a little so i wouldn't get caught and just as i thought it was Y/n, and she was talking to the cat about.. me?

"I don't understand, i did everything i could, i even made him a scarf but he never have his eyes on me, did i do something wrong? I don't think so, so what's the problem? Why is it so hard to like me back or just accept my gifts? Or maybe i'm not his type? Ah i don't know!" She continues to grumble by herself, talking to the orange cat as if he would understand.

"Why do i like him? For starters i know deep down that he's a warm hearted guy, one day..." I proceed to stand there behind a wall, listening to every words she says as she remembered back to our first encounter. I started to understand how all of this started from her point of view and it made me more certain about something. 

After i convinced myself and hype myself up, i mustered up the courage to approach her who was lying down on the grass with her arm above her eyes. I cleared my throat as a sign for her that someone else was present there, waiting for her to realize that it was me. She immdiately stood up upon seeing my figure.

Author's Point of View 

"Sunghoon, were you here this whole time?" you asked carefully, hoping that he didn't just hear you yap about him, much worse talking to a cat alone. But what you hoped didn't come true when you saw Sunghoon nodding his head meaning that he actually did hear your yapping about him. I mentally slapped myself as i bit my lower lip in embarassment. Only to notice Sunghoon holding the scarf i gave him.

"Are you going to throw it away? I changed my mind, if you don't want it you can give it back to me." I tried to snatch the scarf but instead of giving it to me, he pulled back. I looked at him confused.

"I'll keep it." He said while trying to sound nonchalant, even so it successfully made your heart beamed with excitement, not believing a thing you just heard just now, did the Park Sunghoon finally accepts your gift? It was like a dream come true. You looked up at him, your eyes full of adoration, your heart beating faster and faster each second, and a smile crept up to your face.

"Don't look at me like that." Sunghoon looked away immediately after making eye contact for 1 second. 

"Right, sorry, so uhm... I guess i just indirectly confessed my feelings haha.." You laughed nervously, trying to come up with a conversation but it ended up much worse and much awkward than you imagined it would be. 

"If i accept your confession, will you help me?" He asked, i was confused but at the same time i can feel hope again. Upon seeing my confused expression, he decided to explain more further.

"To be honest, i'm not familiar with all of this, getting love and all those stuffs, that's why i've been rejecting you, i didn't know what to do and i just thought if i gave you a chance i might hurt myself in doing so. I guess you could say i'm not a romantic person at all, but if you're willing to help me-" Before he could even continue his words, you wrapped my arms around his waist, hugging him, showing him how you feel through actions. He was taken aback and didn't know what to do. Slowly you can feel his arms around your neck, hugging you back eventhough it was still awkward for him to do so. 

"Don't you worry, i'll be more than glad to help you." He mumbles a little thank you, still feeling overwhelmed by this feeling that was called love. How you hugged him made him realize it was all he need to break down the wall around his heart and start giving you a chance to enter his life. They stayed like that for a few more minutes before taking a step back to break the hug. You can definitely see his faint blush on his cheeks, making you fall in love again just by how cute he looks right now. 

"We have a lot to do, let's start by getting to know each other, i know a great place to talk, let's go." You grabbed his hand as you lead the way, excited to start this story of yours. It may require a lot of work, but as long as you're in this together, nothing can get between your way.