safe and sound (A Phanfiction)

The 6th commandment

A bit of trigger 

Phil's POV

"I HATE YOU!!!" Dan yells, absolute hatred in his eyes.

"Oh yeah? I can show you hate." I hear myself say.

What the hell? I'm not controlling my body! What's happening!? I don't understand!

I see Dan's eyes turn quickly from anger to horror, "Phil?"

I see my arm slowly raise up with a knife grasped in my hand. W-what the hell!? N-No!

"Phil!? Phil please no!"

I see my other arm push him down to the ground, hard. I hear words come out of my mouth, cold, dangerous words, "Don't worry Dan. It's what's for the best."

All I can do is scream no, but no sound comes out. I see my arm slowly rise, and stab Dan over and over until he stops twitching.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I wake up screaming.

Dan immediately rushes into my room, "Phil are you okay!?"

I bring my knees to my chest, shaking uncontrollably and I start crying. He sits next to me putting his arms around me, hugging me tightly, "Shhh, it's okay Phil. I'm here, it's alright."

I look at him seeing if there was ANY resentment in his eyes, "I'm so sorry you have to deal with me. I've probably been making your life hell lately."

He hushes me and presses his forehead gently against mine,smiling softly "The only thing you've ever done to my life, is make it the most fun I've ever had."

We stay like that for at least 5 min. and when he started to pull away and get up I grabbed his hand, pleading, "No. Please, stay with me. I'm scared."

He looks at the door for a second, sighs then says with care in his voice, "Okay, but promise me you can tell me what's going on tomorrow?"

"Y...yeah."

He lays down next to me, snuggling into my chest, "Okay. Goodnight."

I graciously kiss the top of his head, "Thank you. Goodnight."

I fall asleep almost instantly.