safe and sound (A Phanfiction)

Secret truths

Hey guys! What's up? It's SPRING BREAK for me.This one will be a bit of fluff. Consider this the calm before the storm and enjoy while it lasts...I mean HAHAHAHA  SO ADORABLE NOTHING IS GONNA HAPPEN BAD!!!! Alright, well that's all. ENJOY!!

~1 Week Later~

Phil's P.O.V (it's been forever) :

I wake up to the sound of the doctor's voice. I open my eyes and immediately see Dr. Sheppard, "Good morning, Phil. How are you feeling today?"

I look around for Dan, who is nowhere to be seen, then think for a second, "...I'm actually feeling quite good today, " I look up at him, "better than I have in a long time."

He smiles as he writes it down on his clipboard, "I'm very glad to hear it ,Philip. Now, I think your friend is on his way down here. Daniel, right?"

I nod, "It's Dan."

He smiles again, then starts to leave, "Alright, call if you need anything."

I nod as he leaves. Not even a minute later, Dan walks into the room, smiling, "Hey Philly, how are you feeling today?"

I smile slightly, "I'm actually feeling great today."

His smile widens as he walks over and hugs me, "I'm very glad to hear that. You really are as strong as a lion."

I chuckle, hugging him tighter, "Thanks, Bear."

He pulls away, eyes slightly wide and a smile that I'm afraid is going to split his face, "Bear!?"

I nod slightly and bite my lip while looking away, "Oh, yeah..um..sorry."

He shakes his head ,chuckling,"You haven't called me Bear in years. I missed it."

I look up and smile, then look away again, "Um, Dan?"

"Yeah Philly?" 

I chew my lip, terrified, "I have something to tell you...I can't keep it in much longer."

Dan looks back at me, slightly worried, "Umm....Okay. Go on then."

I tell him to come closer, which he does. I immediately grab his left hand with both of mine. I sigh, as I look away, "I don't want to be friends anymore, Dan."

He looks shocked as he chokes out the words, "Wait...what?"

I nod and look straight into his beautiful, chocolate brown eyes, "I can't....I can't be friends with you....Not when it pains me this much."

He has tears streaming down his face, "Why!? What did I do wrong!? How can I fix it!?"

I start crying as well, "You did nothing wrong...I-I...It pains me because...." I gently kiss his hand, "...Because all I want to be is something more than that and....and I don't want to hurt you because I'm so messed up from my mental state...."

I flinch as his jaw drops, afraid that I've ruined everything, "Phil....."

I start sobbing, "I-I-I'm sorry I love you, Dan....I'm sorry I ruin everything."

Suddenly I feel his soft hands on my cheeks, cupping my face. I look up and see his own beautiful, flawless face, and that perfect smile, "Phil....It's okay."

I frown, completely confused, "What do you mean?" 

Before I can react, I feel his lips crash into my own. My eyes go wide as I think "Holy shit, I'm kissing him. I'm kissing Dan Howell."

After I get over this initial shock, I close my eyes as well, my mind going blank.Though, all too soon, he pulls away, resting his forehead against mine, "It's okay Phil....Because I feel the same way."

AAAAAANNNDDD THAT'S IT FOR NOW! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS! BYE FOR NOW!-Alyssa