Scared of another heartbreak,
I stand with my walls up,
Trying to protect my vulnerable heart
From all the hurtful betrayals.
Cannot think of another one,
My heart is closed now.
All emotions locked in,
To allow no seepage of any residue.
I stand with my walls up,
Never allowing anyone to walk in.
Now I see you climbing them with all your might,
Trying to walk in with a great fight.
I can see you getting hurt,
I can see you bearing it all, still not uttering a single word.
I can see you trying your best to open the now empty heart.
I haven't seen anybody so calm,
Getting hurt, yet still so patient.
I hoped for you to stay somewhere,
But I guess I was a bit late.
I know you tried hard enough,
It was on me to not give up on old stuff.
Now I still stand with my walls up,
Waiting for you to jump,
But you are nowhere to be seen,
Around, the walls crumbled clean.
Now it's nothing but all regret,
I stand with my heart open in debt.
