One Sided Love

Haibara Ai Part

Ah, yes. One sided ove. Could Cupid be more cruel?

Why? Why fall in love with someone who will never love you back? Especially someone like Shinichi Kudo, who is oblivious as f**k. Out of all the men in the world, why him?

The answer is pretty simple and obvious; He's kind, caring, accepted her and promised to protect her, saved her multiple times like a prince charming, and is everything a girl could ask for.

Who am I talking about? Edogawa Conan a.k.a. Shinichi Kudo. Who else?

No wonder Ayumi fell for him... too.

  Flashback...

It certainly is a cloudy day. Seems like it's going to rain. Matches my mood.

"Could it be..." Ayumi worriedly spoke, which caught my attention. "Hm?" "...you like Conan-kun?" The sadness was in her voice. 

'So he made another girl fall for him, huh... He certainly is one of a kind. '

"So what if I do?" I said with a smirk on my face. I was acting, of course. There's no way I'd fall for him.

"I- I'm worried..." Now it's clear. Ayumi has a crush on Kudo-kun and he's to oblivious to notice. 

"Don't worry. I don't see him that way." 

'What is this feeling? It's true. I don't see him that way. We're just partners... or friends? Yeah, friends.'

"I'm glad!"

'Yep. She does has a crush on him, no doubt.'

I kind of feel bad for Genya and Mitsuhiko, it's clear they have a crush on Ayumi.

Flashback ends...

F**k this feeling. Just- Why?! Why did I fall for someone who will never love me back? Someone who is in love with someone else? More importantly, Ran? She's so kind... So why did I fall for the person she loves?

I couldn't help but feel guilty. Ran has always been like a bug sister to me... I can't help but feel guilty because of this stupid feeling. 

Stupid love, stupid me.

After calming myself down (which was a lot quicker than I expected), I decided to let myself free from this pain. From this one-sided love. I'm not stupid enough to keep on loving a guy who will never feel the same way.

Kudo loves Ran. Ran loves Kudo. And that's it.

For someone like me to interfere, it's unacceptable. 

I suddenly remembered. Those moments with him... 

When did I became that happy? It certainly was not before leaving the Black Organization. 

Arigato... Kudo... Ran... 

{AUTHOR'S NOTE: I'm sorry if it was too short, but I can't think of anything else since I've only started watching Detective Conen again and there's still a lot to catch up on. I just though Ai's feelings need more recognition. Especially the part where she happily supported Shinichi x Ran. This is because of the scene where she kissed Ran (that I watched on a spoiler video) and i googled about it and it said:

Just before the scene where she kissed Ran, she kissed Conan to revive him (CPR) and the reason she kissed Ran was to return the lips of her lover (something along those lines) so it's like an indirect kiss between Shinichi and Ran. 

Therefore, I conclude she supports the ship, even with her feelings towards Shinichi. 

That's all, I hoped you enjoyed this part!}