In Another Timeline (AllTake Oneshots)

Cure (ShinTake)

(A/N: re-upload cause there were some missing parts.)

Shinichiro isn't normal. At least he thought himself.

There's something lurking within him, something dark, impulsive, whispering and taunting him to do as what they told

He thought he was insane. But they've been with him since forever. He honestly doesn't know what to do.

He doesn't want to be labeled as a crazy person and have his siblings fearing him, having his reputation destroyed and so he decided to hide it to the best of his abilities

He hid it away, buried it to the deepest and darkest part within him. He hid his terrifying strength, and put on a mask for everyone.

Sano Shinichiro is far from normal. He knows it himself, but he wants to live like a sane person.

Everything he worked for shattered when his beloved brother, Manjirou, died.

The impulse he had desperately tried to bury resurfaced, and he was so tired and mad that he no longer cared

In an instant, his title as the weak crybaby commander of the biggest gang in history dissapeared. He was suddenly known and feared as the monster who took down the most notorious gangs in the area by himself

The mask shattered

Shinichiro no longer cared. He just let himself move according to the impulse. His most important persons are gone

There's nothing left for him to live for.

And then, by some miracle, he went back in time

It was strange. It was confusing. It felt like a dream.

But it's not. It's definitely not. He can still vividly remember the cold rain, the warm blood on his face, his bloodied knuckles. Everything was so clear as if it just happened a moment ago

And then, barely registering the events, he found himself holding onto his younger brother, heart thumping loudly. He.. managed to save him

He actually saved Manjirou!!

He bawled, wailed even, while Manjirou stands confused but made no effort to break away from his brothers tight hug

Shinichiro no longer cared what happened. As long as Manjirou is safe, as long as Emma is still here, its fine

He's planning to disband Black Dragon. He's going to be busy in the near future anyways.

It was peaceful. Everyone is alive and happy.

Shinichiro tried his best to bury his actions in the past. At night, he always woke up in the middle of the night, sweating buckets and heartbeat palpitating like crazy. His past actions made him scared of himself. He's scared of his own abilities, at how far he'll go if he loses himself completely to his impulse

When he remembered how he beat someone to death, he couldn't help but throw up.

His mask is slipping. That's why he avoided his friends like a plague, because they are the only one who knew him so well and they'll immediately know something is wrong.

It was so painful. Everyday, he's starting to hate living.

He can't sleep, as the thought of possibly harming his beloved persons in the future haunts him. He can't digest food properly, not when the image of the bodies he had beaten to death still flashes before his eyes.

'Would everything stop if he dies?'

The thought continuesly rings to his mind, and as time passes and nothing could help with his thoughts, he's starting to agree with the voices