Headspace I - Remastered

035 - Ocean Of Blue

I'm alive,
In my mind,
My ocean of blue tells truth...

Rip out my eyes so I can't see the truth,
I'm lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise.

Drowned down, shipwrecked in a wrecked state,
Ocean of blue keeping me from being awake,
At night, My thoughts drowning in emotion,
It feels like I'm stuck somewhere I do not belong,
It feels like I fucked up so badly when I'm wrong,
My head tells me lies that i can not detest,
I just want to protect my thoughts,
I just want some rest.

Please just,
Rip out my eyes so I can't see the truth,
I'm lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise.

There's no point in trying to hide the lies you fantasise from the way I polarise your insides. You know this world is a lie, we can make our own demise and destroy our own eyes with bleach and fantasies. I just want to beg you to show truth that I'm just as broken as you, and there's no chance you can tell me I'm not true, when my emotions take over, it's all about you.

Just fucking rip out my eyes so I can't see the truth
I'm lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise

Fucking rip out my eyes like I fantasize you're the truth, but you're just a lie in an ocean of blue, shipwrecked me on the sand where I reside, my lies will kill you too much, I can't bare to look at you, I can't bare to sleep at night when I'm

lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise

You invade my mind...
You told me lies,
You're dead now,
You're dead now.
You're dead now.
You're. Dead. Now.

Torment my mind like there's no telling why,

The truth is you lie and you make me believe that you're fine, but you never are, before you can't ever be as far away as you are now...

Let me drown
Let me drown
Let me drown
Let me drown
LET. ME. DROWN.

Let me drown in an ocean of blue
Rip out my eyes, I see the truth of you,
Why are you just a soul in my room?
A fragile spider on my wall?
I just want to forget everything,
My life,
My time,
My home,
My thoughts,
Who are you to declare who wins this war?

Rip out my eyes so I can't see the truth,
I'm lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise.

Rip out my eyes so I can't see the truth,
I'm lost and displaced in an ocean of blue,
I'm a freak and a failure in the lines I can't pursue,
Throw me to the side, there's no telling your demise.

Night times seem violent,
You seem malevolent,
You killed yourself and spirits haunt me like you're crying for help. My guilt is my issue, I cannot dispel why you even want to show me who you are or why you are here or why you want to be around me...

I want rid of the pain
I feel your gaze

Standing in an ocean of blue
On a shipwreck that reminds me of you,
My walls are broken,
My thoughts are drowned,
Why are you telling me to be die or be damned?

Ocean of blue,
Thinking of you,
My thoughts are with you.
My thoughts are with you.
My thoughts are with you.
My thoughts are with you.
My. Thoughts. Are. With. You.

Am I going crazy,
Maybe?
Oh now you can't face me in the candlelight,
Now all you seem to do is cause a fight
Take me, drown me and hate me,
tell me all your fucking dumbass lies.

But I hope
I'll see you again...
Soon, I presume...
We will make amends.

Though you are buried deep down,
In lines that can't be easily found,
You might be profound and stuck in the lies.

I miss you.



I'm trapped in my ocean of you.