walker scobell imagines

opposite

" she looks nothing like me, so why do you look so happy?"
- opposite by sabrina carpenter

y/ns pov:
I'm sitting down at this house party that my friends dragged me to come. I didn't want to come and only for one reason, walker. I knew he would be here with his new girlfriend. I'm happy that he moved on but I haven't. I'm still stuck in one place. The thoughts of him still swirling in my head like he's mine but he's not.

I'm sitting down as I wander my eyes around the room. Everyone has a drink in there hand and vibing to the music but then I see this boy with blonde hair. I look at him closely then realize it's walker. He's standing right infront of the girl that's all over tmz. Tmz calls her his new legendary girlfriend. Wasn't I legendary?

I observe her. She has blonde hair and blue eyes. She looks nothing like me. So why does he seem so happy? I guess he wanted the opposite.

I've seen the instagram posts about eachother. Them both snuggled up in the same place i use to be at. We both would snuggle up as he would lightly stoke my hair. Was I not enough?

I just stare at them as they keep laughing at eachother. Her arm is holding his just like I use to do with him. She leaving her lipstick on his cheeks just like I would do.

Walker looks at me as he smiles fades. I notice and walk out the room from embarrassment. I didn't think he would notice from all the attention he was giving her but he did. I walk outside as the stars are out. I sit on the drive way as I look up at the night sky trying not to cry. But then I hear the front door open.

I turn around to see walker slowly walking up to me. I froze. I couldn't talk or say anything just watch him. He's curls are perfect everything is just so uhhh.

He sits down next to me. I look at him surprised as I'm trying to find what words to say. But he turns to me and softly strokes my hair. What is he doing? Gosh he's doing it the same way he use to do. But doesn't he have a girlfriend?

I immediately shake back into reality and stand up. He looks at me confused and surprised but stands up too. I wipe my dress from the dirt of the ground and start walking away. He follows behind me.

" can we pls talk!"
he yells but I keep walking trying not to look back.

" cmon please don't be like this"
he says as I softly chuckle. Is he serious?

" wow weren't you the one that got a new girl?"
I say that makes him go silent. I stop walking and turn around.

" this was your fault not mine! Why are you doing this?"
I ask as he softly sighs.

" because I miss you"
he says softly but he doesn't fool me one bit.

" cmon walker if you actually missed me you wouldn't be with a new person. You wouldn't be posting pictures with her. I see that and you know it. I'm not letting myself go back to you even if I miss you."
I say as the tears fall down from my eyes. He looks down at the ground silent. I slowly walk up to him and bring his chin up for he can look at me.

" Coming up to me and stroking my hair is not going to make me go back to you. You should know better"
I say as I grab one of his curls and twist it around my finger. He looks at me with sad eyes.

" I want you. I made a mistake"
He mumbles. But I shake my head no.

" every mistake has consequences"
I softly whisper as I walk away and leave him standing there.

He left me and found a new girl immediately. If he actually loved me, he wouldn't have done that. I miss him so much but I'm not letting him fool me.

I walk back home as the cold air hits me. My thoughts all over the place but I do know one thing. Everything with get better for me eventually.