i miss you, im sorry

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" but I miss you, I'm sorry "
- I miss you, I'm sorry by gracie abrams

TW: eating disorder

y/ns pov:
I came back to my home town, pennsylvania to get out of the spot light and see old friends of mine and one of those friends is walker. Walker and I were like two peas in a pod 3 years ago but after not coming back for 3 years everything has changed. He's been acting cold hearted and pretty mean when I arrived and it has passed 4 days and nothing has changed.

He doesn't want to talk to me and keeps avoiding me. I asked olivia my best friend why he's acting like this but she just said " it's normal and he probably just missed you a lot". I'm pretty sure if you missed someone so much you wouldn't be acting like that but I'm here to have fun and not be all sad and glooming like in california so that's what I'm going to try to do.

I'm sitting right next to walker drinking some coffee in the lobby of the hotel we are staying at and he has not even looked at me once. He looks like he's madly depressed with his head down to the floor and with he's hoodie hood on.

As I watch him closely, he brings his head up.

" you stare to much actress girl"
he says as he brings the hood of his hoodie down. Ok so now he wants to talk to me. Sure it was not that nice to keep staring at him but I really want to know what's going on.

" wow actress girl! That's a new one"
I say as I take a sip of my espresso. He lightly chuckles but then looks at me seriously.

" shouldn't you be at a premire right now showing off your million dollor dress?"
he says at me in mean tone. " million dollar dress" I wish like I'm an actress but not a millionaire.

" no I would rather be here"
I say as my eyes wander the room but he just rolls his eyes.

" yah sure miss actress is trying to act so wholesome! Why are you really here? Is it for the paparazzi to get some shots of you in new places?!!?"
he says pretty annoyed, that really confused me. Who does he think I am?

" I'm here to take a break from all of that and see my friends. I haven't been doing so good"
I say hoping he will understand but he just chuckles and crosses his arms.

" wow little miss actress is not doing good. You're such a liar. You have the perfect life!"
He spats at me. Ok now he's making me mad. Why does everyone think that people that have some fame have the perfect life?!? It's actually the opposite for me.

" I don't have the perfect life walker and you would actually know if you would just talk to me!"
I say loudly as the workers look at us. But he keeps looking at me annoyed. I can't with this so Im about to stand up and leave but walker grabs my wrist and squeezes it tightly. I look at him as he looks at me with a mad expression.

" you're not fooling me! You came here for more money and that's all! You didn't come here for some dumb friends !"
He says as he keeps holding my wrist harder. I groan in pain trying to take of his hand but he doesn't let go.

" walker pls let go!"
I say as I can see my veins but he keeps looking at me like I'm some type of pray he's trying to catch. As I keep trying I see dior and charlie walk in and I immediately call there names.

" DIOR CHARLIE!"
I scream as walker keeps holding my wrist. They immediately look at us and run up to us. As walker sees them approach us he lets go of my wrist, leaving it pale. Dior immediately comes up to me as charlie pushes walker to the side screaming at him random stuff that I couldn't pick up.

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