i wish you would love me | part 2

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walkers pov:
the next day
I'm in front of the mirror as I look at my reflection. I dragged myself out of bed to do this but anything for dior. She wanted to do a house party to celebrate season 1 of percy jackson being a success and I do like that idea but the situation that happened yesterday is leaving in effect on my mood. My whole family has been worried about me. I understand because they all was say that i'm the most energetic but I feel so sad. I got rejected by the one I love the most, how could I not? The worst part is that y/n is going to be there so I'm going to get away from her as possible. I'm scared that even if I look at her once I'm back to crying.

I'm fixing my tie as I have a formal suit on. Dior texted the group chat and said to dress up a bit fancy so that's what I'm trying to do. I would have probably went with my pajamas on but my mom said to dress nice not a mess.

I check my watch and see that's it 8:00 pm. I gotta be there at 8:30 so I better hurry up. I grab a bottle of perfume and spray is all over my body then I rush down the stairs.

" mom! can you take me?"
I ask as i grab a banana from the pantry. She nods and grabs her bag. I take a bite of the banana and leave it on the counter. I shouldn't have even got the banana but whatever. I get out the door and sit down in the passenger sit as I'm fixing my shoe laces.

" where to?"
my mom asks.

" Dior's house"
I say as I put my seat belt on. She nods and drives off.

I put my head on the window and take a deep breath. I'm going to be honest, I don't wanna go. I want to stay home and avoid y/n as much as possible. But I didn't want to disappoint dior and the others. So here I am in a car, some minutes away from dior house. Gosh all ways the worst times have to happen at the best times. If that even makes sense.

20 minutes later
My mom parks the car infront of diors house. I take a deep breath as I'm a little nervous.

" everything is going to be ok just try to talk to h-"

" No mom I can't"
I interrupt her. How could I talk to her again? It will take me awhile to even say one word to her. She pulls me into a hug and kisses my head.

" trust me"
she says. I pull away from the hug and nod. I open the car door and start walking to the front door as I wave bye. My mom blows me a kiss and drives off. I knock on the front door as I tap my foot on the floor. Act normal walker! Act normal!

Dior opens the door with a smile. I lightly fake smile at her back as she pulls me into a hug.

" oh my gosh! Im so happy you came!"
she says as she lightly jumps with excitement.

" yah how could I not come"
I say as I try to put some happiness in my voice.

She pulls away from the hug.

" ok come in!"
she says as she fully opens the door. I slowly walk in as my eyes observe the place. Gosh there's a lot of people. Like I do see the cast but there's other people that I have never met. I think they are dior's friends. The music is loud and everyone is dancing.

" make yourself at home"
dior says as she walks up to someone and greets them.
I walk around as I see it's all decorated in the percy jackson color. Blue. There's balloons everywhere and confetti all over the floor. Wow dior did amazing!

" well isn't percy jackson himself!"
charlie says behind me. I shake a bit as he scares me. I turn around as he pulls me into a hug.

" do you like the decor?"
charlie asks as I pull away from the hug.

" i love it! Wow dior really outdid my expectations"
I says as he softly chuckles.

" well let's just say that blue is shining a lot tonight"
he says as I nod in agreement.

" blues really having the best time of there life"
I say.

" well I'm gonna go to the drink stand. See you later"
I say as I start to walk away.

" see you later man"
he says as I start to walk outside. Everyone dancing and jamming to the music. Wow this is nicer then I thought. I grab a cup and pour some Dr Pepper into it. I love Dr Pepper. Like it's the best soda ever. I walk back inside and sit down on the couch as I look around at everybody. Everyone is laughing and talking to eachother. Wow this is really the spirit.

But as I look around I see this girl in this purple dress. Wow it's really pretty. Her hair is all in curls that really looks gorgeous. But I'm so blind that I couldn't see her face that much. She walks closer as someone is talking next to her. I get a better look at her face and realize... wait! That's y/n!

My nerves immediately come back to me as I watch her. Oh gosh I knew this would happen! She can't see I'm here! I stand up and pace to the bathroom. But as I do so I can see her glance at me. Oh gosh no no no! I walk into the bathroom and lock myself in there. I sit down on the floor as I faintly hear the music.

I don't know why I'm so nervous! But already one look at her and I feel all my sad emotions come back at me. How can I look at her the same as I used to when she doesn't like me. I can't just move one! My thoughts get interrupted as I hear a knock on the door. I immediately stand up from the floor.

" hey can I come in?"
I hear y/n say. My heart raises as I slowly open the door to see her standing there. I look at her up and down. Gosh she looks amazing! Her hair, her dress! Everything about her leaves me staring at her. I'm in shock as I'm frozen in place. Gosh how could a girl be so beautiful. She clears her throat and walks into the bathroom. I close the door and lean my back on the counter as my palms are sweating. I look at her nervously as i wait for her to talk.

" I'm sorry"
she says as she breaks silence.

" I'm sorry for neglecting your feels and I'm gonna be honest but I've been neglecting my own feels"
as she says that my stomach gets into knots.

" walker I like you but have been to stubborn to admit it."
she says as stops and takes a deep breath.

" I just didn't want to ruin are amazing friendship we have. But I ignored my feels and yours. That's making are friendship just break either way! I'm just so sorry and I should have said this yesterday"
she says as tears fall from her eyes. I feel my heart break as I see her cry. I slowly get closer to her and pull her into a hug. She hugs me back and cry's into my shoulder.

" I'm sorry"
she mumbles but shake my head no.

" don't be sorry. I totally get it"
I say as I pull away from the hug and put my forehead on hers.

" I love you y/n"
I mumble as I slowly move the front hairs off her face. She smiles.

" I love you too walker"
she says that makes my heart goes crazy. I pull her into a kiss. I melt into the kiss as I can feel her smile. She softly pulls away and kisses the top of my head. I blush like crazy.

" let's go enjoy the party"
she says as she grabs my hand. I nod and walk out the bathroom happier then ever.
We enjoyed are selfs a lot and ate a lot of sugar. But I'm just so happy that I'm with the most beautiful girl in the world. The party started off bad but I'm happy it ended good.

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