walker scobell imagines

you're losing me

" stop you're losing me, I can't find a pulse. my heart won't start anymore"
- you're losing me by taylor swift

walkers pov:
I'm walking to my girlfriends hotel room, y/n and I am so excited to see her. I haven't seen her since yesterday so I can't wait to hug her. Me and the cast are all staying at a hotel because we are doing a lot of interviews to promote the show.

But I don't see y/n that much as I want to. It's interview after interview back to back and sometimes me and her are not in the same one. We are all separated into 3 people me, aryan and leah and as for y/n. It's y/n, charlie and dior and I'm not saying that I hate being with Leah and aryan but I miss my girl.

I walk in to the hotel room with a big smile on my face. I see her sitting on the bed watching her phone. Looking so effortlessly beautiful.

" Y/n!"
I say excitedly as I sit down next to her and put my head on her lap.

" hey walker"
she says with no emotion as she still has her eyes on her phone. She's not even looking at me, what's going on? I start to play with her hair, trying to get her attention.

" how are you my love?"
I say sweetly looking at her beautiful curls.

" good"
she says with no reaction as she still has her eyes on that damn phone. Why is she not looking at me? I try to grab it but she immediately moves it to the other side where I can't reach. I sit up and look at her confused.

" Are you ok?"
I ask concerned, did she have a bad day? But she shakes her head no and stands up.

" walker I'm so sorry but I got to go. I will see you later, bye."
She says quickly as she grabs her bag and walks to the door.

" ok love you!"
I say but I don't get a I love you back and just hear the door slam shut. I sit there very disappointed and sad. Did I do something wrong? I don't know but the last time I saw her she was acting perfectly fine. But now she's just acting so cold hearted .

I stand up and walk out the door. I try to push the thoughts away because I have interviews today. I will try to talk to her tonight when i get back. I need answers because this isn't her.

9 hours later:
I'm finally walking back to the hotel after I did a lot of interviews. I'm exhausted so I walk into the elevator and press on the 5th floor. The elevator doors close and go up. I yawn as I lean my back on the wall. I walk out and start walking to my hotel room until I see y/n.

" y/n y/n wait up!"
I yell a bit. She turns around and looks at me confused.

" what's up walker?"
she says as I finally get to her a little out of breath.

" I wanted to talk to you. Can you talk right now?"
I ask but she immediately shakes her head no.

" sorry but can we do it another day walker?I'm tired ."
She says as I look at her a little frustrated. I haven't seen you all day and we can't even talk. But she just walks away and doesn't give me a hug or anything.

" bye! I love you"
I yell as she starts to walk even further away. But all I hear is a faint bye back and not even a I love you. What's going on? I start walking to my room upset.

She doesn't even want to say to me I love you! I walk into my hotel room and lay down on the bed thinking every moment we had before she just completely ignored me. And to be honest every moment in my eyes were so happy.

We just got here and we both were having the best time. We went on the ferris wheel and ate ice cream as we sat on the beach. I was so happy, she was so happy. What would have gone wrong? My eyes start to drift off as my tiredness takes over me. I fall asleep thinking what happened between us.

4 days later:
It's been 4 days and I haven't seen her. I went to her room a couple times but she wasn't there. It's been a hard 4 days. I put a fake smile on in the interviews as in my head I'm sad that my girl is not with me anymore. I've called and texted and I've got no response back, just nothing.

I wanna kiss her and hug her so badly but how can I do that when she doesn't want the same. I start walking to her room for the last time. If she doesn't respond I give up and wait until we get back home.

I knock and hear footsteps approaching the door. My heart stops for a sec thinking that she's finally responding. But to my surprise charlie opens the door. He looks at me a bit shocked like he didn't expect me here. 

" hey"
he says as he walks past me and starts to walk to the elevator. I look at him confused. What is he doing here? I open the door and walk in to see y/n sitting on the bed with her computer on her lap.

Gosh she looks so gorgeous. I almost forgot how gorgeous she looked from how long I haven't seen her. I slowly approach her but she looks up at me and then looks back down at her computer.

" y/n are you ok?"
I mumble quietly as I stand infront of her. The room was dark and i could only see her because of the light coming from her computer.

" I'm fine walker"
she says with a bit of annoyance in her voice. I sigh and sit down infront of her.

" what did I do wrong y/n?"
I say as I  softly move her front hairs from her face.

"nothing"
she says but I don't believe that for one sec.

" so why aren't you talking to me?"
I say with a bit of sadness in my voice. I can't go another day without her talking to me.

" I've been busy walker"
she says

" but you can't even answer my calls or texts?"
I say a bit frustrated. But she rolls her eyes.

" I don't check my phone much."
she says as her eyes are on her computer still. I bring the computer screen down.

" walker I'm doing something!"
she says loudly but I shake my head no.

" no look at me!"
I say as she finally looks at me but with hate. Those weren't the eyes that I use to see.

" y/n... I feel like you fell out of love"
I say as my voice cracks. I didn't want to admit it but it feels that way.
She doesn't respond and just looks down at the bed. But I pull her chin up trying to keep eye contact.

" y/n do you love me?"
I say as I start to feel tears wanting to come down.

" ofc walker I like-"

" no do you love me?"
I interrupt her as I heard liked. I don't want her to only like me I want her to love me just the way I do for her. She doesn't respond and looks down at the floor. Slowly the tears start to come down my face.

She doesn't love me? I hoped this was a dream and not true. I slowly stand up and look at her as my body tensed up as I was holding back the tears. My throat started to feel pressure from trying to hold in but it eventually came out. I slowly touch her hair hoping that this was a prank and not real. My eyes looking into hers, begging her to tell me this isn't real but she doesn't say anything.

" y/n you're losing me"
I mumble out as I couldn't even talk. I slowly walk away as I stare at her heartbroken. She started calling my name but I just ran out and started running to my room. I lost her. I lost my girl.