I take a deep breath, trying to find the right words. How do I tell him? Am I really sure I want to? This is so complicated. I feel my breathing getting faster, and I realize I have to tell him quick.
"Conan I love you" I blurt out. WHAT? Why, WHY would I say that?!? I immediately turn red, getting up to run back to the bathroom. My heart is beating a million miles a minute. I feel a hand grab mine before I can get up. I turn to see Conan with a warm smile on his face. "I love you too"
"No...Cone...like...I LOVE you" I try to explain. Clearly he didn't understand correctly. "I know" he says. Suddenly I'm being pulled forward, and I feel myself crash into him. His lips touch mine, and it feels euphoric. His arms wrap around my waist, mine around his neck. Our lips fit perfectly together, like we were made for each other. I pull away and look at him, more confused than ever.
I look at him for a moment, and then I realize we were on the couch. I was on top of him. I blush bright red, immediately pulling away and sitting up. "Er-sorry" Conan says, his cheeks a pretty pink. "No, no it's okay I just...I uh...wasn't prepared" I search for the right words, I've clearly hurt him. "No really...you were already upset...I just made it worse-" I can see tears forming in his eyes. "Cone-" I pull him into a hug, playing with his hair.
"Conan it's just...I've never kissed someone before...I got scared...I didn't want my first kiss to be...wrong" He looks at me and laughs. "I knew it was bad" I whisper. "No, no!" he looks serious again. "You didn't do anything wrong y/n, it was perfect."
