No . Not again.
The same brown , dreamy eyes . The same face cut . The same skin tone and the same voice ....
Noo . He can't be here . He is not him . Even if he is . I will fight this time . I can't. No No No No No
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I saw my love again...
Myself Naksh Deshmukh from the Deshmukh industries .
An introvert . People says that I am cute and handsome . I am even smart .
But I don't believe anyone . I don't know how I am . I am just lost in the trance .
And you know I am 28 . Hehe !
But I am not married . Everyone forces me to get married but I am not getting married any time soon now . The reason is pretty emotional but who cares !
My sister Siya Deshmukh . She is married and even has a cute baby . And here I am getting old .
Ok now by guys . I have a meeting now . Will continue later .
He is in a meeting now .
He is dammm serious about this one . Coz ....its important ! Duh !
When he is serious he acts like he is going for a war and if her loses the war he will have to face hell . He worked days and nights for this project .
Inshort , he is workaholic .
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Naksh's POV
" What was the client's reaction " I asked my assistant .
" From my experience sir ! I could make out they were impressed . I think this project is ours now " Janvi said .
I wanted to jump with excitement but I am the boss here . I need to maintain my exposure . So I just hummed and nodded .
I got in my car and headed off to my apartment .
Mom and dad don't live with me . I tried convincing them but they ........ " ohh beta ! You are now capable of living alone and we don't want you to worry about us . "
I switched on my phone and opened a folder named (her~....
I glance at her photo and took a deep breath .
Today is the day I went away . Today is the day when my forever became my past . Today I broke the most beautiful soul . I ruined her . She is better without me .
I wanted to cry out for her to come back . But I don't want that either . I was destroying her .
My thoughts came to hault when I reached my apartment .
Parking my car , I went to my room .
I freshened up and sat to have my dinner .
The solace and emptiness is scary sometimes . That doesn't mean I am afraid of ghosts . The fear that I have to remain alone my whole life .
And I am not even ready for anyone else to came . If she is not her .
I had my dinner and went to my study and started working .
I finished my work at 12 but still sleep was nowhere to be found .
You must be wondering why .?
I am insomniac . Means the sleep don't comes to me . I can't sleep even if I want to .
I went to the balcony and sat on the ground .
I stared at a star and closed my eyes ......
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" You know you look like a freaking goddess today " I said
" Really !? I thought I looked ugly " She said being confused .
" Change your thinking then " I said and opened the gate for her to set in .
I got inside too and we headed off to our destination .
" Naksh ! " She said and I hummed .
" Naksh , what is we are not married . Like who knows the future " She asked .
" Why do think like that ? We are made for forever . You belong to me and I belong to only and only you . And even if we are not married . I would never stop loving you . I will remain single throughout my life "
" I will also remain single . " She said .
" That's good then . Because I was thinking to abduct you if you got married ." I said and she chuckled .
~end .
I opened my eyes and tears escaped .
I looked at the star and said
" I don't know where you are . How you are . I hope you are okay "
" You know I got a deal final . I am so happy . But I wanted to share this happiness with you . In simple words I want you to come back . But I am ashamed of what I did . You don't deserve me . I hope you found your soulmate till now and is happy with him . That guy would be lucky , you know . "
I smiled , remembering her .
She was everything I ever wanted . Everything I wished for .
But I ruined it myself . With my own hands . My own words . My own acts .
I regret my life . I wish to die but I want to see her once more before dying.
Why ?
To apologise. For my mistakes. For ruining her life . For hurting her soul .
