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*Leo's Pov*
Bunker 9 was so lonely but I had to get my mind off of... him. Why did I even agree to let Calypso join the hunters? Wait that sounds like I control her. Gods damn it Leo!

Who do I have left? Piper, she's busy with her dad and she has a girlfriend. Nico has a boyfriend. Percy and Annabeth are together and so are Hazel and Frank. My siblings all have some type of relationship. Calypso joined the hunters. My mom is dead.

Maybe I can't love anyone. Maybe love is not for me. All my attempts on love have failed. I don't think I even liked Calypso. I definitely liked her but did I love her?

I curled up more on my bed trying to block out any noise from around me. Everything in my life seems to go wrong. Festus is shattered into pieces, Calypso is gone, My mom is gone, I never got to see Jason one last time, I literally dragged one of my friends to confront him to find out he knows nothing. What is wrong with me? Why do I have to be like this?

Maybe if I wasn't a coward and went to see Jason and Piper after I got Calypso, maybe Jason could've lived. Maybe if I just told Jason how I feel about him, he wouldn't be dead. I would lose one of my best friends yeah but he would be alive.

Why do all my thoughts swirl back to Jason! I thought I got over that stupid crush.

Leo, Jason is gone. He's not alive. He is dead. Then why did I see him in the dream? Because you remember him, not because he's alive. If he was alive why would Jason be talking with Atlas and a woman who was masked.

I started to cry, after 2 minutes I was full on balling. I cried till sleep decided to overtake me.
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Short chapter oop.

Question: cat or dog

Answer: cat

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