One Direction Preferences

Preference #39: He Breaks Down, And Only Wants You

Niall: It was no secret that Niall was clastuphobic, and normally, you were with him to help him through big crowds. This time though, you couldn't go on tour with him because you had to go to school. Now he and the boys were trying to get into their hotel in New York City, and fans were basically on top of him. It was like he suddenly forgot how to breathe. Air wasn't circulating, and his vision was getting fuzzy. He has never been this bad with small spaces, but this was like he was having an anxiety attack. He put his hand on Zayn's shoulder, right now barely being able to stand. Zayn turned around and when he saw how pale Niall was, he knew exactly what was going on. He quickly grabbed Niall and ran towards the hotel, the other boys following close behind. Once they were inside, Niall held his knees close up to his face on a couch in the lobby. Tears streamed down his face as he kept saying one thing over. "I couldn't do it. I just couldn't do it without her. Not having her there with me...I-I just couldn't. I need (Y/N). I need her by my side." That's when Zayn took him upstairs to the room to let him talk to him. Eventually, you were able to talk him down and keep him calm. "If you ever feel like that again, just pretend I'm there with you Niall. I don't ever want you to go through something like that again." You told him. Every once and a while he would start to break down again, but he would just picture you there with him, and he was able to get through it.

Louis: Everything around him reminded him of you. If anyone made a joke, his immediate thought was 'I bet (Y/N) would find that funny' and anytime he even ate something he would always think '(Y/N) would love this so much right now.'He just couldn't shake you from his thoughts. You stuck there like glue. Something about you just stayed in his mind. Maybe it was the way that you smiled, or the way you were always so happy. Whatever it was, it was in his head, and it wouldn't leave. One night he and the boys were on the tour bus driving to their next venue, and Louis thought he was the only one awake. He was on the couch scrolling through pictures of the two of you and he thought that it would make the hole in his heart go away, but he was dead wrong. If anything, it made the hole bigger. Tears rolled down his cheeks as more thoughts of you filled his mind. "Lou...what's wrong?" Asked Harry, who was standing in the doorway that led to the bunks. "I...I miss her Harry. I miss her so much." Louis said, as he let the rest of his tears fall. Knowing how much Louis cared for you, Harry just plopped down on the couch next to him and threw his arm around Louis. "It will be okay. In a few weeks, you'll be able to see her, and all the hurt will go away." Said Harry, as Louis just continued to break down, which is something that was rarely done.

Harry: Harry was always a sensitive guy, so when he missed you, it was just something else. He was in his own little bubble world, where all he did was think of you. One day he and Niall were out and about doing their everyday things, and Harry was past his little bubble stage that lasted a good week and a half. Now he was back in the game and back into doing his own things. He and Niall were at some thrift shop in London, and there were a couple of fans, who almost seemed too shy to approch them, but they weren't shy enough to hide their comments about you. They were rude, vulgar, and just wrong. Harry, just getting out of his little bubble stage, was more angry than ever that they would have the nerve to say those things about someone as amazing as you. Before Niall could calm him down, Harry turned around and flipped. "You don't ever talk about (Y/N) like that. Ever. She is perfect, and you have NO right to speak of her like that!" He yelled at them as tears welled in his eyes. The two girls saw how upset he was and sincerely apologized. He accepted it, but was still upset over what happened.

Liam: It happened on stage, which was the worst place it could possibly happen. All day he was thinking of you, and the boys even knew that he was in no way shape or form ready to sing for the concert tonight in London. Still, he insisted that he was alright. Unfortunatly, he was dead wrong. He wasn't alright. They weren't even halfway into the song when the break down started. It was like he looked out into the crowed and you were just there. He would turn his head to the left and he saw you. If he looked to the right, you were there again. They were singing Over Again and the tears finally fell. He ran off stage in fear that the fans would see him cry, and back into the dressing room. Zayn quickly ran after him, yelling for him to wait up. "I just can't do it Zayn. Not without her here." He cried as he slid down the wall and pulled his knees up close to his chest. Zayn simply looked at him in sympathy. What could he do? There were thousands of fans outside waiting for a show, and Liam was falling to pieces. He eventually just sat down and talked it out with Liam, saying it was only a matter of time before he would see you again. Once Liam was better, the show went on, and after the show, #Liamlovesyou@(Y/T/N) was trending on Twitter.

Zayn: As we all know, Zayn is a pretty chill guy for the most part. He's quiet and doesn't really open up too often. One night though, while hanging out with Louis, it just hit him out of the blue. The pain of being away from you. The longing, the lust, all at once just hit him like a ton of bricks. "So Zayn, what movie do you want to watch?" Asked Louis, but Zayn didn't respond. He couldn't respond. It was like his body and mind was frozen in time, and all he could think about was you. "Zayn? Zayn? Hello? Woo hoo! Anyone home?" Louis asked, waving a hand in front of his face. Zayn's head snapped towards Louis as tears filled his eyes. Louis soft expression went cold once he saw the despiration in Zayn's eyes. "Z-Zayn...what's wrong?" He asked in shock. "It's...(Y/N). I just...I miss her so much." Zayn said, trying not to let the tears fall. Louis thought for a minute then ran to get his laptop. He quickly signed into Skype, then began to call you. Luckily, you answered, and right when you saw Zayn and how torn up he was over missing you, your hear snapped in half. You guys talked for about an hour, and then you had to go to bed because of the time difference. "Texr me though, okay?" "Alright. I love you (Y/N)" Said Zayn, causing you to smile "I love you too Zayn."