One Direction Preferences

Preference #70: Wrecking Ball (Song Preference)

(...HOW ARE MY BAD ASS BITCHES?!?!?!??!?! I missed you guys so much! So sorry I haven't been active at all! I am starting my junior year of high school and this is a really important year because of the SAT's and HSPA's and this is the year that colleges really look at so grades are a HUGE thing this year. So I will post as often as I can, but I won't leave this long again! I promise! I hope they will be good! I haven't written a preference in forever if you could tell ^^; anyway enjoy, and if you have any ideas leave them down below! I may use one of them!)

We clawed we chained our hearts in vain,

we jumped, never asking why.

We kissed I fell under your spell,

a love no one could deny.

Liam: Everyone knew how in love you were with Liam. You two did everything together. It was like every week there were new pictures of you and him plastered on the front. It appeared like everything was fine between you two, but that wasn't it. Everything was going so fast, as if you two just jumped into it too fast. Before Liam, you had just gotten out of a pretty bad relationship, and you were in no way ready to go at it again. At the time, it seemed like a perfect idea. Liam would help you forget about your awful ex, but in reality, everything you did only brought back memories that were a painful visit. Still, when your lips met his, it was like you were under some kind of spell. It seemed like everything was perfect. Like you were in some kind of fools paradise. After about a week, the feeling that once sparked within you faded, and it was all over after that. The relationship that everyone thought was perfect was now over.

Don't you ever say

I just walked away

I will always want you

Zayn: After you guys broke up, you started hearing from certain people that Zayn was going around saying that you never loved him. It was all just for publicity, which hit you right where it hurt most. You loved Zayn more than you have ever loved anyone else in the world. He was your life when you two were together. Now he was going around saying everything you felt was a lie for more fame that he already had? It was bullshit! If anything the break up hurt you more than it would ever hurt him. Still, as mad as you were about it, you knew deep down that you would always have feelings for him. He was your one and only, and one fight took that away from you. Took away all those feelings, all those countless moments with him that you thought would never end. Gone. Up in flames. Now it was all some figment of your memory to you, and one big scam on your part to a majority of the public.

I came in like a wrecking ball

I never hit so hard in love

All I wanted was to break your walls

all you ever did was wreck me

Niall: From what you had heard from people everywhere, you thought that Niall was a sweet respectable guy, and he was. He never really did anything to hurt you. This was your first real heartbreak. Yeah, you dated a bit before, and it was no big deal. Being in love with Niall though was something completely new and different, and overall, unexpected. You never expected to fall in love with him and fall so hard. You never fell this hard for someone in your life. When it was over, it was like you fell into this spiraling hole of darkness. You couldn't go out with friends and smile like you meant it. It was difficult just to get through the day alone. He destroyed your heart, even though you knew it wasn't in his intentions. He just wasn't feeling it anymore, and that wasn't his fault entirely. Still, no matter what, he hurt you, and nothing could change that.

I can't live a lie

running for my life

I will always want you

Harry: When you tell people that you and Harry broke up, some people automatically thought that you were the dumped, but then when you told them that you were the dumpee, they are normally pretty shocked. Harry never seems like the kind to get the boot in the relationship, but it was true. Sometimes it crossed your mind to lie to everyone and tell them that he broke your heart. But you knew that would never work. You couldn't have that guilt hanging over your shoulders. You could never live with that ugly lie on your conscious. Part of you would always still care for Harry like you did when the two of you were together and happy, but it was over, and there was nothing you could do to change that. Yeah you could love him on one side, but that other side of your brain would never let you go back to him. You would always be running from him.

I never meant to start a war

I just wanted you to let me in

and instead of using force

I guess I should've let you win

Louis: Fighting. Yelling. Awful words. Swears. Threats. That's all you could remember from the end of your relationship with Louis. In the beginning it was great, and it was almost like you were dreaming. Eventually though, it was just sour words being thrown back and forth and back again. When it ended, you were relieved. No more fighting until you couldn't fight anymore, who wouldn't want that? Pretty soon though,you started missing him. You actually missed the fighting, and yelling at him, and seeing how pouty he would get when he knew he was wrong. More importantly, you missed how he would comfort you while you were up in room crying after screaming at him, calling him a monster. How he would hold you and whisper sweet things in your ear to try and make up for it. But one night you wanted to prove you were right and you walked out on him. Now, you wished that you had let him win that night.