trust you | anakin skywalker

episode IX

the fluff in this chapter is TOO MUCH!! 

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Louise:

We were sitting in a booth at the bar, celebrating Cal's birthday. He invited only his closest friends, and it surprised me he was brave enough to talk to Anakin — who didn't even say a word, his face was already denying the invitation. But my friend managed to convince him to stay, at least for a while.

I was sitting next to Adeline, who had Poe Dameron on her other side. While Kestis was sitting in front of her, next to Poe's friend, Finn, and Anakin facing me every once in a while. All of us were having a drink, eating snacks and chatting about anything.

It was very noticeable how Anakin was feeling uncomfortable being here with us. He could barely hold eye contact with any of them, and when I would dart my eyes over him, he would dodge it and stare at his drink like nothing happened. He was holding his glass with his flesh hand, thumb running over the rim, while the other one was resting on the table. The line formed on his lips was looking the same for several minutes, and obviously I noticed that because he hasn't touched his drink ever since he closed his mouth after he spoke for like five seconds.

Adeline nudged my arm with hers, her mouth coming to my ear "You think Finn is single? He's a charming guy"

I chuckle at her words and shake my head. Finn is a nice man, who we found out served the First Order before joining the Resistance. His dark skin is pretty smooth and he has a few scars over his face. We haven't learned much about him, except that he and Poe became best friends after their missions together.

"You'll have to ask him" I smile as I sip on my strawberry flavored drink. I promised myself I wouldn't get a lot of alcohol, because the hangover always hits me the next day.

I look over Anakin, who's still sitting idly watching as the guys talk about whatever it is, because I can't be bothered to listen to their subject. Poe points his hand over Skywalker and his eyes flicker between him and Cal. Now that I'm listening, they were talking about the day those battle droids broke into the Temple.

"Your kid was here too?" Finn asks in disbelief, after the pilot starts explaining the story, looking at Anakin. He lifts his hand up to his lips, barely agreeing when he downed the rest of the drink.

"He went after Luke because Louise went back to hide themselves" Dameron seemed to be chirpy even though the situation was completely opposite to it. But I guess it's because he almost never gets to fight like that.

Anakin placed the glass over the table, still holding it for dear life. His body language practically screams that he's uncomfortable and he's trying his best to disguise the fact that he would rather be anywhere but here. And then he nods again.

"And the weirdest thing is that he didn't leave Lou behind" Cal chimed in and we all shot our heads towards him. "Because he can't stand her"

I don't know why he still keeps bothering me and Anakin with the same thing over and over. It's been a while since that happened and I'm past it. Kestis didn't seem to have the same feeling, since he's always bringing it up and making conversations about it when it's not even necessary.

I see how Anakin stiffens his body and holds the empty glass tightly around his flesh hand. Finn is about to comment over his statement, but I speak first.

"Cal, just get over it. It's fine, and even if that was true, he stayed and helped me" I try to make it less awkward, especially when we have a guest that barely knows the rest of us like Poe does.

The redhead just shrugs and grabs a mouthful of snacks, as Poe keeps narrating everything that happened to him while I was following Skywalker that day. And of course, Anakin would hate to admit to anyone that he didn't hesitate to help me that day. Especially after we got to the medical bay when he held my wrist and comforted me.