wolfy one shots

liam dunbar + text posts p5

**I'm sorry in advance for this. Its... I'm not really sure what to say about it, there's not really any way to summarize this.... Enjoy?**

Text Post: I think it's hilarious when people tell me I'm laid back because I've pretty much been screaming nonstop in my head since like fifth grade.

People that have to be involved: Liam

Liam had been told by people that didn't know him that he's was a pretty laid back person. Anyone that knows him or had seen one of 'episodes' knows that he's the opposite. And if it wasn't an episode of anger, it was one out of fear or sadness.

So no, Liam was not a laid back person.

His most recent episode was one of anger after a night filled with nightmares. He didn't know where they came from, he had been good about keeping them at bay, but that night they kept his mind awake. To make matters worse, there was no lacrosse practice that day so he couldn't blow off steam during the training.

When the anger had gotten the best of him, he blew up on Stiles and Scott, on Derek, and on Malia, who looked ready to kill him after he screamed at her. Admittedly, that scared him more than the nightmares.

She could be really scary when she wanted to be.

Stiles had told - more like yelled at - him to knock off the dramatics and go calm down in a corner somewhere because he couldn't be around him at the moment. Liam had yelled at him that he wasn't a child, but Stiles ignored him, as did Scott and Malia. Derek just told him to do what Stiles said.

Liam could still feel screams, shouts of anger, and howls of rage inside of him. In all honesty, he was just tired, so tired and still scared of his nightmares. Scott usually comforted him after them, but he hadn't and the thought made Liam even angrier.

In the end, he actually had gone and sat facing a corner, but not as a discipline tactic. He had used it to calm himself down. He discovered silently facing a wall, breathing in and out had actually helped a lot. He would apologize to and thank Stiles later for this.

Liam could act laid back, but on the inside he's always got bad thoughts, always has screaming.

Another recent outburst, this time of outright fear happened before a serious fight against a powerful witch with a following that was no doubt stronger than their pack.

All day before the fight would actually start Liam was in agony. He was almost sure he had never been as dehydrated as he was that day due to all the tears he had shed. Almost every little thing that happened seemed to cause tears to prick behind his eyes. Every five minutes someone in the pack would ask if he was okay, if he needed a hug - okay that was just Scott, but he asked a lot - if he wanted to go home.

The questions hadn't stopped even when they were all in the place where they were supposed to meet for the fight. In fact, they had gotten more frequent.

His answers stayed the same.

"I'm fine," I'm not fine, please help me.

"I don't want a hug, Scott," All I want is a hug, especially from Scott.

"I don't need to go home, I'm okay," please take me back.

He did eventually say all the things he wanted to, but not until he had burst into tears, sobbing and yelling at his pack. He told them in a fit of rage and fear that he was terrified, that he wasn't strong enough for this and that he would just hold them back, give them one more thing to worry about. He sobbed for what felt like way too long, pack members basically taking turns trying to calm him down.

Liam didn't entirely calm down until Stiles told him that he would be taking him home and then forced him into his jeep. And even then a few sobs still escaped his throat.

So when Kira tells him one day as an offhand comment, "You know, you seem really laid back right now, Liam," the beta had to laugh. And he laughed hard. Hard enough to attract the other members of the pack's attention.

When Scott asked him what was so funny, Liam took a moment to calm himself. He looked at the confused faces of the pack, and chuckled, "It's just, I think it's hilarious when people tell me I'm laid back because I've pretty much been screaming nonstop in my head since like fifth grade."

The boy laughs again, but the others don't seem amused, especially not Stiles, Scott and Derek.

**writing about the outbursts is kinda fun. I might expand on the second one cause just writing that much of it was fun haha

That is, if yall want that?? I mean I'll still probably write it but I like to know what you guys want to see in my stories too :)**