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Text Post: I would just like to publicly announce that I have no idea what I am doing
People that have to be involved: Liam
Liam growled, feeling his eyes shift from their normal dull blue to bright yellow. He stared at the ground, refusing to show his alpha and the pack his pathetic lack of control.
He stole a glance at the others staring at him, panting and growling, trying to will himself to shift back and regain control. He watched them patiently wait for him to lift his head and get back to his training. He growled again, angry that Derek made them all come to watch him practice control. They could have easily done this alone.
"Get up, Liam," he heard Derek, but it was muffled in Liam's ears due to his own growling, "Come on, take back your control. I know you can do it."
"I cant!" Liam roared back, finally looking up at his alpha, his claws painfully digging into his hands. "I can't do it, Derek!"
Liam felt like he was backtracking instead of improving. He felt like all his training so far for control had been for nothing. He couldn't feel it getting easier, he didn't understand how the others did it so easily.
He watched them control their inner wolves so perfectly all the time, he only saw Scott's wolf when it was completely necessary, whereas his came out whenever he felt the slightest frustration. It could have been because of his I.E.D., but to him that was no excuse.
He growled loudly, the more frustrated he got, the more it turned into a roar. It stopped when he felt a presence directly in front of him. He looked up at the figure, he knew it was Derek before he saw his face and for some reason his anger grew.
He stood to his full height, which was only 5'5", so he was not very intimidating to anyone in the area. He glared hard up at Derek, but he didn't do anything else for fear of what Derek could do to him. He still had a little bit of control.
"Calm. Down." Derek said quietly but in a hard tone. He grabbed the younger boy's arms and pinned them down to insure he wouldn't take a hit, "You have ways to take back control, I've given you plenty, now put them to use."
Liam forced his eyes closed, forced his breathing/huffing to even out. He quietly repeated, "The sun," he let out a soft growl, "the moon and the truth," his breathing was still erratic, but it got better as he felt his eyes go back to normal and felt the absence of his claws in his palms, "the sun, the moon," his fangs retracted, so the last words were said clearly and quietly, "the truth."
Liam sighed, eyes still shut tight. He felt his legs give out, mentally thanking Derek for having held onto his arms. His head hung, facing the ground. He opened his eyes finally when he realized he was using Derek as support. He clumsily regained the use of his legs and as he did, pushed Derek's hands off of him.
His breathing was heavy but Liam managed to step away from Derek. As he did so, he looked at the worried, uninterested, disappointed faces of the rest of the pack. He was so annoyed and embarrassed that he had almost lost complete control in front of everyone. He slowly backed away from their training area, feeling everyone's eyes on him, making him feel nervous.
They were expecting him to say something after his little tantrum. He didn't want to, but he did, "I would like to publicly announce that I have no idea what I am doing."
With that he ran away from them and back into the house. He didn't go to his bedroom, or the kitchen, or the living room. Liam ran straight to Stiles and Derek's room and jumped onto their bed. He snuggled into Derek's spot and curled under the covers. He took a deep inhale of Derek's comforting scent, rubbing his face into the alpha's pillow. It felt ridiculous after he had just ran away from said alpha, but it was still so comforting to Liam.
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wolfy one shots
FanfictionA series of one shots featuring the new Hale Pack. In which, Stiles is pack mom, Derek is a good alpha and they have a pack of teenagers that are secretly a bunch of 8 year olds.