DÉJÀ VU

1| Bipolar much? ✭

Xanai Rylie Billings| 18

6:37 pm

"Ello lego offa mi nuh likkle bwoy!" I shout as my ex-boyfriend, Kyle, forcefully tries to pull me into his car.

Mi jus a try get home, mi nuh inna dis right now bredda.

"Gyal get inna di fucking car! Mi did tell yuh seh mi aguh wull yuh doh?" He says aggressively now pulling both of my arms with his one hand.

"Gyal? Yuh feel a yuh mada dis?!"I shout in disbelief.

I'm not one to tell people about their parents, since mine never raised me that way; But it was as if he calling me that triggered something.

"Kyle yah hurt mi!" I say now feeling him squeeze my hands in a way that would definitely leave them bruised.

Where is Daddy or Kai when mi really need dem??

I hate feeling helpless. I hate not being able to defend myself.

Why dis ute nuh jus let mi guh dawg? Mi Nyam him white fowl?

"Nothing you say or do will change the fact that we're done Kyle." I say annoyed, trying to get out of his hold.

"All of a sudden yuh come bout leff? Feel man a clown? Fuck yuh mean yah leff mi prettyface? Mi nuh tell yuh we cyah leff?"

I wore a disgusted look on my face when he called me that.

Nuh wah nuh compliment from you bitch.

Is this the man I considered giving my virginity to?

Fi lucky yuh naay gih him cause a den him woulda tie to di doll.

"Kyle yuh literally bun mi. Its been three fucking months jus lowe mi nuh pussy!" I exclaim, still resisting.

One thing mi know, if mi aguh dead, mi ahh dead fighting fi survive. Nah just give up suh.

Yes gyal cause di fuck?

"Tell yuh bout dah fucking smart mouth deh weh yuh have"

"And dah fucking stink one deh you have" I shoot back.

He then used his free hand to wrap around my neck, making me feel as if my airway was getting cut off. I struggle to breathe as I feel tears well up in my eyes.

Not being able to contain myself anymore, I let my tears fall, and my head feels light as if I'm about to pass out. "Nuh you seh yuh woulda neva duh nuhn fi hurt mi?" I make out between short-lived breaths.

Before I could pass out, the sound of gunshots filled my ears as the very familiar voice spoke up.

"Come ova yasso Xanai" Kairo says from behind us, in his usual deep voice.