Flowers without fresh water will die. Poetry writing entries.

Im not meant to be a Wife

Mentions of Religion.

I'm not meant to be a wife.
I'm Not meant for that perfect life.
I wish sometimes I was overreacting,
Hopefully no one sees my lacking.

I'm terrible with children, none of them bother with me.
They always run to those who offer them the world, and the deepest pits of the sea.

Babies don't excite me, they never fill me with a longing joy.
Not like the blonde girls that attract every boy.

I can hardly keep my room clean for long.
Some agree with my statements others try to convince me I'm wrong.

I'm not below 120 on a scale, not perfectly shaped or frail.
I'm not skinny enough to marry because when we have children, my weight will definitely vary.

I'm terrible at folding clothes.
I can't garden, and if I do nothing ever grows.

I'm not book smart in anyway.
I have terrible time management, I can't even tell when it's midday.

Im too loud to hush a delicate baby to sleep.
Sometimes I can't sleep no matter how long I count sheep.

I love the idea of owning a home, decorating it from head to toe.
Having children of my own, could be the biggest blessing ever known.
I'd love them with every ounce of who I am.
Never letting them forget Jesus, Gods perfect lamb.

I'd cook dinners the very best I can.
Standing beside my husband and holding his hand.
Dressing our children up for Sunday tying bows in our girls hair. Trying my very best to be on time to Sunday school there.

I'd kiss my husband every morning before work.
Having devotions together, so our love is never jerked.
I tell my family how much I love them because tomorrows never promised.
Reminding them that true love is patient and honest.

Although I'm not like the ideal wife. Different Things Point out my flaws at great strife.
But to the man of God, I someday get to call my husband.
God gave me you. And I'm sure our love will out last any nice ring band.
I'm sorry you were given me. But just know my love for you will outlast the things I can't do, with the things I can do.

-with sincerity Allie Darling