"North korea states a war to South Korea and America. North's military and citizen collides to show their against to American imperialsm. "
I turn off the tv and eat my tofu. Napailing na lang ako sa kalagayan ngayon ng Korea. Bakit ngayon pa? Kung kelan pa ako dumating diti saka naman magkakaroon ng gyera. Kung kelan pa unti-unti ko nang natutupad ang mga pangarap ko, saka naman magkakaganito.
"Appa!" I heard the jolly voice of Dara as she walks inside my condo.
Well everyone is welcome to my darling house, especially if they were part of YG Family.
"Noona! What brought you here?" I hugged Dara at inalok siya nang tofu.
"Naaaah. I'm full. 2ne1 members ate spaghetti of Jollibee.. they love spaghetti of Jollibee ya know? Thats why I'm here.. they were sleeping right now. Mga tulog sa kabusugan.." sabi niya saka humilata sa couch ko..
Well.. ang cute niya pa din magtagalog. XD
"Eh anong ginagawa mo dito? Mukhang matutulog ka lang din naman ata eh?" Naaah ayoko na mag-English. Nakakdugo ng utak.. ~____~
"Ofcourse not.. I will just drop by ya know? Did you already heard about the war thingy?" She was playing with my big Rilakkuma..
"Yeah. I just got the info just a while from the news. Should I get alaramed?"
"No? I think?"
*sigh. Kahit pilitin kong kumalma, di ko parin maiwasang mabahala.. Ofcourse I dont want to experience war outside my condo. Bombing here.. bombing there.. bombing everywhere..
"If ever Philipines declared that Filipinoes here in South must migrate back in Philippines, would you leave your carreer here?"
That was the question I dont want to answer. Its very hard to answer. But ofcourse, do I have any choice but to leave Korea if there us any war had began.
"I should save my life first to reach my goal in life."
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"Diba ikaw yung sikatnasikatngayon na singer na si Infatuated Chick?"
Napatango na lang ako nang may lumapit saking isang Filipino evacuee. I was one of them. One of those thousand Filipino na ngayon.. hindi alam kung saan mag-uumpisa matapos pauwiin ng Philippine agency pabalik ng Pilipinas..
Actually andito pa rin kami sa Korea. Our agencies just preparing our legal papers para makabalik ng bansa..
May bigat pa din sa dibdib ko na iwan ang lugar ng pangarap ko.. lugar kung saan matapos ng lahat... mawawala na lang pala sa isang iglap.. </3
I had a small talk with my fellow citizen and I had a great short time with them.. after dinner I decided to have a sleep.. Mas madalas ko kasing naiisip yung iiwan ko dito.. kaya mas mabuti na siguro ang matulog.. baka sakali bukas, hindi ko na maalala pang malungkot ako..
I open my cellphone and I have many messages came from Dara, Bomie unnie, and other YG family.. it's been a year since a start working with them.. and its very hard to leave them for this kind of situation..
All of messages were saying I should take care of my self and dont forget them.. hindi ko alam kung matatawa ba ako o maiiyak sa mga text nila. Baliw ba sila? Mag-ingat? Ako? Hahaha.. sila nga tong maiiwan sa gyera ako tong pinag-iingat nila.. makalimutan sila? Paano nga ba sila kalimutan? Naaah thats the last thing I will do in my life..
I-tu-turn off ko na yung cellphone dahil puro messages lang naman nila ang natanggap ko..
Pero may nahagip ang mata ko na nakapagpatigil ng oras ko.. ng mundo ko.. siya lang ang may kakayahang gawin yun sakin.. ang makalimutan ang lahat ng pangyayari sa buhay ko.. basta anjan siya..
