"Can we get, can we get better? Existing for you is the present"
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"Good morning! " she heard his voice greeting her and she just stared at him tirelessly. Of course who will it be? It's him again, she mentally hope for once he stops from bugging her every day. She should be used to it by now but she it just keep on being worse.
She heard him sigh "Still sad? "
Who wouldn't? When the fact that she just lost someone important in her life. When she was still stuck mourning her death? Who is he to ask such a thing when all he did was to pretend nothing happened?
Again... She ignores his question.
"I told you... I'll be right here to stay. " she mentally rolled her eyes at the way she was speaking nonsense again. He always say that, he'll stay. But at the of the day no one will be able to stay, Not even him. But why can't he just stop for once? She's getting tired of him.
He's Ji Changmin. He's been following Jiyeon around for the past 6 months after her best friend died in a plane crash. Everything happened so fast that she didn't remember where did it started. Well, Changmin is Youngchae best friend too they've been friends since like 14? And coming from what she heard,Changmin also lock himself up for 2 weeks, but now he's acting like he just didn't lose her... How come they forget about her that easily? How come he manage to move forward like nothing happened?
Isn't he like her? She heard he did.
She stood up from the bench and left him alone, so she could take a break from his annoying personality. She's so tired of it. It's almost half of her life he's been there following her like a lost dog finding a shelter to stay. She doesn't want anyone minding her business. She just wants to be alone.
Now that Youngchae's gone... She wants to be alone forever.
She was so busy being drowned by her own thoughts that she didn't even realize that she hadn't left the bench, she just stood up from it, his voice made her come back to her senses. As always... He'll always make her come back from reality. Which it hurts her.
"Will you still gonna keep on running away from me? After we lost her, you became lonely and skipped classes, sometimes absent. I'm just concerned, Jiyeon. I want to help you so badly. " She could hear the sincerity in his voice but her lips found a way to scoff at his words.
"You want to help me? Then if you want t help me. Help me get rid of yourself. I don't want all your sympathy! I would be so happy If you would leave me alone. Changmin... Stay away from me. I don't need you or even your stupid help. " She looked at him in the eyes so he could feel how serious she was and how she was begging for him to stop. But all she could see in his eyes was the hint of sadness.
Maybe she did hurt him. Then that's better, he'll stop following her around now.
After losing Youngchae... She felt like she lost everything too.
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The next morning she was shocked to still see him sitting on the same bench, that her and Youngchae always went to, which became their friendship spot that left a memories in her heart. That's why that bench have a special place for her. She thought those words were enough to hurt him and for him to stop following her around. But she guessed he wasn't the kind of person who could easily get hurt through words.
Maybe it's just her.
She stood in front of him to speak and push him once again away with her words but he suddenly stood up causing her to walk backwards to his sudden action. "Look, I know you don't want to see me, I get it. But don't make things hard for me, Jiyeon. "
She scoffed. "Make things hard for you?!"
"Aren't you the one who's making things hard for me by following me around?! You choose to chase after me Changmin so don't even say that to me when in the first place you choose to stuck yourself being a dog tail. I didn't ask you. You do it on your own! "
She sighed as she burst in front of him. She doesn't get it, Is he blaming her for making things hard for him?! She can't believe it. She heard him sigh multiple times now and he still didn't speak up.
"I'm not going to stop chasing you around, Jiyeon. " he uttered with a serious tone before he left her alone. She stared at his back walking with his hand swaying back and forth.
When is he going to stop?
That's the day she realized... He will not going to stop. And she will be forever stuck being chased around by him.
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