"𝐌𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. "
➷ The world was cruel for them they just don't see it. As others said, We had no idea how far the world would carry us just to fell us apart, to give us challenges and endure th...
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"Can we get, can we get better? Existing for you is the present"
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"Jiyeon? " She heard his voice calling her a lot of times but she just seemed so lost.
"Hm? Yes? What is it?" She asked as she tried to act like everything was fine. But all she could feel right now was... She was scared of what could possibly happen next. Is she going to be blind?
"I'm asking you if you want some Cotton candy. I'll buy it for you. " She let out a fake smile despite of the trembling body she was trying to hide from him. She doesn't want him to worry. She nodded at him as her response but Changmin looked at her in concern. "Is everything alright? I'm here Jiyeon, Who are you looking at? "
She felt his hand holding her which made her calm for a bit. She smiled again and nodded, She closed her eyes and let him go. While Changmin is feeling uneasy about the way she acts right now. He could sense something was happening with her but she just didn't wanna let him know. "I'll go now, I'll be back in a minute, promise. Just wait for me. "
Please don't go. Jiyeon thought but after all, she was the one who chose this and let him buy that cotton candy. But a minute wasn't going to be that long right? She just had to sit and wait for him like what he said and maybe try calming herself for a moment. When she let out a heavy sigh, being scared for her life and the sudden things happening to her eyes a soft small hand reached for her hand. She could also hear a small sob beside her.
"Eonnie, please help me. Can you help me find my mommy? Please help me I'm lost. " She heard the voice of the little girl begging for her to help and continued to cry beside her. Jiyeon tried to reach for her face by slowly tracing her hand on the little girl's skin. She wiped of the liquid out from her eyes which she guessed were her tears. "Stop crying okay? Eonnie will help you. "
"Really? " Her cute little voice asked.
She stood up and held the small hand of the little girl. She can't see her clearly but the color of her clothes is red which she can't also confirm since it also looks like pink. They slowly walk as the poor little kid leads her the way and screams for her mommy's name while Jiyeon sighs as she can't do anything now but to just accompany the kid along the way until she finds her mother. It was the wrong timing but she couldn't leave the kid alone.
They had been walking for almost 30 minutes and they still hadn't found her mother, Jiyeon started to feel anxious because of the thought of being away and not listening to what Changmin said to her. She doesn't even know where the girl brought her and they are both lost right now. After another minute the little girl breaks from Jiyeon's hold as she hears the kid run and call someone. She stopped for a moment, trying to look around to find some nearby figure in front of her.
"Mommy! " the little girl shouted as the mother carried her in her arms
"She help me, Mommy! " The kid said as she pointed towards Jiyeon who had a wide smile on her lips. Despite on her situation, she choose to be happy for the kid even though she knows she'll be probably lost after this. "Thank you so much! I don't know where to find her when she slips away in my hand. I don't even know what to do if I'll lose her. Thank you so much. "
"This time hold her tightly so she won't go anywhere. And you little girl, Listen to your mommy and don't leave her side. " she didn't know if the kid responded but since she couldn't even see a thing, she just shrugged it off, smiling like nothing happened. She couldn't help but feel jealous and a sudden pang inside her heart. If her mother was there, Will she take care of her too?
'I don't even know what to do if I'll lose her.' Is that why she choose me? Because she's scared to lose a daughter than I lose a mother? She deeply thought.
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After what happened, She was lost already, She tried to walk like she could really see things when in fact things started to get dark in her eyes. She acted like a normal person enduring anything but she couldn't pretend any longer. There are some people that she'll get bumped into and she just keeps on saying sorry, apologizing that she can't see them. What can she do? She just can't freaking see anything right now. She's hopeless, She hoped she just listened and stayed where Changmin supposedly came back for her. She wished she hadn't just left and just waited for him.
Changmin where are you? Please help me.
"Hey! Are you fucking blind?! Look where you're going! Bitch!-" She heard a man yelling at her and shrugged him off, She didn't care what that person where saying, She didn't care because the moment she looked at the other side she could see a figure that looked exactly like him. But she couldn't just guess it was him. It could be a random person but even her mind tells no, She refused to believe what the truth. She still ran to the figure she believed was Changmin.
But in the middle, she froze. It started to walk away, She could see another shadow beside him but she wasn't sure about it. She called the figure many times if it would stop in their tracks but, That's when she realized, it was not him. It was not Changmin she was looking for. That's when she thought she was relieved she didn't have to go to the wrong Changmin she thought. A large light focused on her as she tried to look at it closely whoever that person trying to blind her even more. She heard a loud horn from a car and that's when she realized. She was in the middle of the road.
And she's dead.
She felt a hand grip over her waist, holding her wrists as she freaked the moment she realized. Someone hugged her on the back and pushed her out of the road, rolling to the side as they landed safely in a safe place where no car would horn. I was safe. I thought I would die there. She thought
"Are you insane?! Do you want to die!? " She heard his exact voice. She felt happy that she was hearing Changmin's voice, but he was shouting at her and she couldn't help but feel bad for him. He must be so worried looking for her. She closed her eyes for a minute, she was still processing things... Her mind is still on haywire.
"I told you to stay! I told you to wait for me! Why didn't you just do what I said?!" Her eyes landed on him and seeing him bursting into anger, she was shocked things started to get clear again.
Her sight is back.
"Changmin, believe me, I'm not-"
" I almost flip the whole amusement park for you, Jiyeon! I fucking lost it! Why didn't you just tell me that you were planning to kill yourself today?! I thought you fucking move on?!! " She was quiet for a minute as she saw him burst even more. It was the first time she had seen him like this. When Changmin realized what he just said and saw the reaction on her face, Changmin immediately reached for her hand but the girl pulled it away.
"If I'll tell you everything, you won't believe it." Jiyeon was about to walk away when Changmin held her wrists once again and softly pulled her back. "Wait-No Jiyeon I'm sorry. I'm just worried I didn't mean to. "
Jiyeon didn't give him any response and removed his hold to walk away and leave him with a heavy heart forming inside her.
